So far...
So, it has been two days. I got VERY drunk last night and only almost cried once, when I was talking to my friend Hillary about not being able to handle going to her bridal shower today. I REALLY wanted to go and be there for Hil, but I don't think I am strong enoguh quite yet to go to a party for someone who is actually getting married and pretend to be happy. What I would really want to do is open all the presents screaming "MINE!" but since people look down upon that behavior unless you are under the age of 2, that would probaly be a good idea. :) Anyway, my mom is throwing a little cookout today and since it is going to be 90 degrees with 98% humidity and she has a pool and central air, where else should I be?? Plus, I can get drunk again. Maybe. I am still a little groggy form yesterday, but I deserve it dammit. Anywho, going back to BBB has been a very positive experience. Of course, it has only been two days. :) I get to go back tomorrow, but I don't mind. I need the moula. Time and a hlf on Sundays!! Yee Haa!! Ok, gotta get some actual work done now. :) later taters.