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Grey leaves in two hours, and I'm pretty unhappy about it, depressed really.
I really can't stand that he's not going to be here anymore, I seriously don't know what i'm gonna do. I feel so dependent on him, its crazy.
I think I'm gonna feel so alone.
I won't be able to see him for a month, maybe even 6 weeks.
seriously, what am I going to do? I'm freaking out right now.
I mean I talk to him lots, but it won't be the same. he won't be 5 minutes away, the other side of town.
AHHH.
oh my god.
sometimes its felt like he's been my savior when I'm unhappy.
AHH
I have to go, this is making me too unhappy.
-me.
I really can't stand that he's not going to be here anymore, I seriously don't know what i'm gonna do. I feel so dependent on him, its crazy.
I think I'm gonna feel so alone.
I won't be able to see him for a month, maybe even 6 weeks.
seriously, what am I going to do? I'm freaking out right now.
I mean I talk to him lots, but it won't be the same. he won't be 5 minutes away, the other side of town.
AHHH.
oh my god.
sometimes its felt like he's been my savior when I'm unhappy.
AHH
I have to go, this is making me too unhappy.
-me.