Intro and outro.

May 06, 2005 06:01

I am not going to say anything that I haven't already said a thousand times before. There will be no ingenuity here. I do not have anymore firsts left, but it would appear that I have one more last. I kept thinking that we had not come to the climax, but it has passed by without me even realising what it was. I kept waiting for something to happen ( Read more... )

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Of course when I live you would have to die! raleighcook May 6 2005, 18:10:37 UTC
What am I supposed to say, Sadie? I crawl out of the hole I've been dwelling in and you are crawling into yours. Sigh. It breaks my heart.

You are one of the strongest people I know. I actually sit in awe of your strength and I wonder why I can't be so fucking strong sometimes. Where does it come from, baby girl? Now, you are probably rolling your eyes at this, but don't. Because unlike most times, I have reasons. You have strength in your eyes. In your smile. When you talk. I can't always explain it, but I feel it. I see it. And that makes me want to have the courage I lack.

You inspire me, girlfriend. You are always so damn honest and I hate your ability to be blunt, because I long for the words you always have to say. In some strange ways I look up to you. And quite a bit actually. I have always liked you for these reasons. For you honesty, your courage, your strength, and despite the hard times your never ending smile.

We are allowed low times. We are allowed to hurt and feel. Hell, I just spent the past couple weeks in my low and I'm finally crawling out of it. Keep your chin up, okay? I hate to see you so down. Take one day at a time and remember the people who love you? Don't forget about me while you are off laying on the beach in Barbados. ;*

I will not say good bye, because I don't believe in them. So, instead I will say, see you later. Because I know I will. You will be back and then we can have our crazy conversations that I miss so damn much. Take care of yourself, lady. And never give up. I love you, Sadie Frost.

(I will stalk you. You better believe it, girl. I will miss you terribly. :'( )

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s_frost May 7 2005, 02:01:22 UTC
I think there is very little to say. I really didn't just crawl into a hole. I have been there for a while and sending up smoke signals in the direction of people. It shouldn't break your heart, though. You really aren't missing much.

Not rolling my eyes, no, but I don't consider myself very strong. If I was that strong, then I wouldn't still have a problem with this. I shouldn't be someone you look up to for that sort of quality. Look up at me for my uncanny ability to get drunk and flash in public.

I don't really know what to say to most of this because I can't ever recieve a compliment without feeling that I'm unworthy. Thank you for this. I love you, too.

[Hahaha do it! There is not much to miss. I can always be found. :-*]

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raleighcook May 8 2005, 03:21:50 UTC
I am missing a whole hell of a lot, so don't tell me otherwise, okay? ;* I'm sorry I was missing the signals before, babe. I wish there was something I could have done to help you.

I will look up to you for a whole mess of reasons. And of course, being drunk and flashing in public is among them. ;*

You are worthy of everything I said, Sadie. Trust me, okay? And don't forget how special you are. You're welcome, lovely. Mwah.

(Haha, I will. *stalks*)

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