Intro and outro.

[s_frost]

I am not going to say anything that I haven't already said a thousand times before. There will be no ingenuity here. I do not have anymore firsts left, but it would appear that I have one more last. I kept thinking that we had not come to the climax, but it has passed by without me even realising what it was. I kept waiting for something to happen

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[_pwilson]

Sadie Frost. You are one of the most extraordinary women I have ever met. You cause happiness in everyone around you, yet you keep none for yourself. You said that you were at a low. I wish that I could reach down and pull you back up, but I'm not sure if this is something that you can rely on other people for, rather something you have to find in yourself. That being said, if you ever need any company, you know how to find me.

I'll leave a place for you in my movie.

[s_frost]

My precious Patrick Wilson. I think you probably knew this was coming. You are far too complimentary. I just like to see everyone smile and I think that I forget sometimes that everyone includes me. I have an image in my head of you crawling down into the pit of despair or something, tossing me over your shoulder and bringing me back up again. I hope that I'm not wearing a skirt during all of this. But yes, I don't think that anyone can fix this aside from me. It's nice to thinking about things like you carrying me out of the pit, but as hard as it is, I know that time cures all wounds and wow, this is going to feel awful for a while. I'm going to take you up on that. You know where to find me, too, so please know that works both ways.

This is good. If I do decide to pass on, I will come back from the dead just to be in it. I don't require a salary, either, so you'll know. All of our love scenes make up for it. Sigh, I love you.

[melissa_george]

You are always going to have a place in my heart, Sadie Frost. :-*

[I'm really going to miss your writing and your comments. You're amazing, please don't go too far away. I hope everything gets better for you.]

[s_frost]

And you will always have a place in mine, Melissa George. :-*

[Ahaha, I'm not gone forever. Just indefinitely. I'm not that great, but if I decide to offically off myself, I'll tell you where else to find me, all right? And thank you so, so much.]

Of course when I live you would have to die!

[raleighcook]

What am I supposed to say, Sadie? I crawl out of the hole I've been dwelling in and you are crawling into yours. Sigh. It breaks my heart

[s_frost]

I think there is very little to say. I really didn't just crawl into a hole. I have been there for a while and sending up smoke signals in the direction of people. It shouldn't break your heart, though. You really aren't missing much.

Not rolling my eyes, no, but I don't consider myself very strong. If I was that strong, then I wouldn't still have a problem with this. I shouldn't be someone you look up to for that sort of quality. Look up at me for my uncanny ability to get drunk and flash in public.

I don't really know what to say to most of this because I can't ever recieve a compliment without feeling that I'm unworthy. Thank you for this. I love you, too.

[Hahaha do it! There is not much to miss. I can always be found. :-*]

[raleighcook]

I am missing a whole hell of a lot, so don't tell me otherwise, okay? ;* I'm sorry I was missing the signals before, babe. I wish there was something I could have done to help you.

I will look up to you for a whole mess of reasons. And of course, being drunk and flashing in public is among them. ;*

You are worthy of everything I said, Sadie. Trust me, okay? And don't forget how special you are. You're welcome, lovely. Mwah.

(Haha, I will. *stalks*)

[j_rhysmeyers]

I've read this over a few times, skipped it in order to think about something eloquent to say, but I'm afraid I'm all tapped out, pretty. Very much so. I can't say it's unexpected because I know you've been having a time of it lately. Doesn't make it better, though. I hope things eventually get easier to bear. Ultimately, only you know what's best for you. I'll be seeing you, yeah?

[I know where to bug you! Take care, lovely.]

[s_frost]

I think you probably know more than anyone about how crazy this whole thing makes me. I just need some time to recollect my sanity and realise that this is not The End of the World. I hope that I find it again. Yes, you'll be seeing me. In all the familiar places, just like that Billie Holiday song.

[I thought that you might! We'll talk soon, I'm sure.]

[j_garner]

This is so beautiful in it's honesty.

[I'll miss reading your posts and wish that I had commented as much as I meant to and IM'd you the times I meant to. Take care]

[s_frost]

Thank you. I decided not to leave anything out this time.

[It's definitely all right. I'm going to return your email soon so I can bug you somewhere else. I should have told you every day how brilliant I think that you are. :-*]