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I just got back from taking this Literature exam, I'm thinking my ability to not study and bullshit through a test while still getting a good grade is really holding me back from getting the most out of my education. Tea tastes really good, so does coffee. I'm drinking tea right now, and I feel like this could be percieved as a feminine activity. But really, dont British people drink tea? and those guys ruled half the world with the sun never setting and shit. And the Chinese? those guys are mad asian, enough said. I am predisposed to be afraid of fighting asians because I get this feeling that they know karate. But if I see that an asian is good at math, I'm no longer afraid at all. It's like I subconciously think that numbers and paper are kryptonite to what would otherwise be an invincible race of superhuman karate fighting death machines. It's strange.
Last week was a really hard time, things with Becky were horrible and it looked like things were just going to be over. And then they seemed to have been worked out tuesday night but I used to suck at life(arguably I still do I guess) so things went all to hell over some stuff from a long time ago. But I went down this weekend and I think things are better and pretty close to being ok again. I dont know.
I dont get it though, what's the deal with nothing going on EVER when I'm home, but then I go to see my girlfriend for 2 days and people are like "hey let's throw sick parties." fuck that. I'm about sick of being home, I need to get out of this crappy basement. I'm applying to Temple for next year, but I'm still not sure if I want to go through with going there yet. Oh well. Goodnight everyone.
Last week was a really hard time, things with Becky were horrible and it looked like things were just going to be over. And then they seemed to have been worked out tuesday night but I used to suck at life(arguably I still do I guess) so things went all to hell over some stuff from a long time ago. But I went down this weekend and I think things are better and pretty close to being ok again. I dont know.
I dont get it though, what's the deal with nothing going on EVER when I'm home, but then I go to see my girlfriend for 2 days and people are like "hey let's throw sick parties." fuck that. I'm about sick of being home, I need to get out of this crappy basement. I'm applying to Temple for next year, but I'm still not sure if I want to go through with going there yet. Oh well. Goodnight everyone.