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i have been having this really HUGE craving to get stoned off pain pill lately. i dunno i just really miss the feeling of being on them. really wish i had some. im thinkin of headin over to a urgent care on of these days. when i take a bunch of them i feel numb to everything physical and emotional...and i like that. i just wish that feeling could last forever :(
he picks fights with me all the time now. i use to have such a back bone to stand up to him but now im so freakin scared of him, it seariously isn't even funny. i feel so ashamed being this scared of him...i hate myself for it.
he picks fights with me all the time now. i use to have such a back bone to stand up to him but now im so freakin scared of him, it seariously isn't even funny. i feel so ashamed being this scared of him...i hate myself for it.