Stress and frustrated
English version has cheeseburger
...A bit frustrated and mixed feelings right now, knowing an Indonesian fudanshi will have his comic published in the same publisher I applied. I'm still in my way but knowing this kinda makes me feel down, like unless you're drawing bishies you won't be successful. There's also a month or two in Smackjeeves kinda feel stomped. For the same case, it seems people there would lust over a yaoi/BL cover that not even starts a single page. And then i randomly checked a poll in the forum and they are actually lots of teenage girls in that webcomic hosting. It seems I've thrown myself to a fangirls' lair hopelessly.
Though currently I'm working my comic with Nunu for upcoming 4 months, I really have no idea how to expand this comic selling. it seems unless you're selling pretty boys, people won't care about you.