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I don't know what's come over me but lately I've been going out more than usual and getting shitfaced. This is not the person I aspired to be for this year but I guess after having repressed my right to have fun since I started working at my shit job I've finally snapped. Fuck responsibility! I'm tired of being responsible all the time. Not just at work, this includes my personal life as well.
I'm also tired of being categorized. The only people that know me well enough to not put their own expectations on me are my parents/siblings and half a handful of my friends. I haven't been catering to anyone's needs but my own. It's just difficult making others understand that I won't go out of my way to be the person they want me to be. I shouldn't have to either way. Accept me for me or move on to someone else that's willing to be your puppet.
Hmm... I didn't intend for this post to be about negativity. I'll post something more insightful and chipper later.
I'm also tired of being categorized. The only people that know me well enough to not put their own expectations on me are my parents/siblings and half a handful of my friends. I haven't been catering to anyone's needs but my own. It's just difficult making others understand that I won't go out of my way to be the person they want me to be. I shouldn't have to either way. Accept me for me or move on to someone else that's willing to be your puppet.
Hmm... I didn't intend for this post to be about negativity. I'll post something more insightful and chipper later.