Tego left - Day 2.5
I don't think I am very stable at the moment.. but only one thing I know is that I don't blame Tego at all...
People who truly love Tego without condition will know he wanted to be free and will not add "buts" at the end of their well-wishes.
In the middle of crying and subbing, I am just sad that our family has to break away and I will never see them on the same stage again.
I am sad that Tego has to endure all these nasty tweets at him all by himself.
People calling him names or giving him nasty gifs and memes. No more brothers sharing the same situation as him. To understand him..
I am sad 3 NEWS is suffering too, Koyama in near tears , Massu angry and Shige his face so fallen.
I want to help.. let me help please
T_T
I know nothing is forever... hence, I put my pain into subbing Eien.. I know.. I know..
I scared one day, I have to choose sides because I don't know where I stand.. How do I choose between my ichiban and niban.. from 9-8-6-4, my fav 4, my fab 4.. for 15+ years..
Maybe I am crying coz I am scared to choose...
From 4 to 3+1,
