Aug 17, 2006 08:05
I haven't really been feeling like updating much lately. Just the odd post here and there.
Last night we had Ash's going away to college on PEI party. I didn't go to school tuesday cause of it.lol. Not that i'm complaining.
It was, how can I say, interesting.lol.
My mind was running in circles. I wished there was a girl I knew there. argh. Well i knew girls there, but someone I could possibly disappear with for a while, and if not that, just cuddle with.
I've also been thinking lately, how mom would react if i did bring a girl home? She knows i'm bi. i'm not sure how she'll react though. There's been times she seems ok with it but other times when she doesn't. So I'm kinda unsure. Plus only a hand full of my friends now. And lets just say I get very affectinate with the person I'm with, i like to hold them, kiss them, play with them.lol. Get them laughing. So i'm alos kinda worried if she ever came to anythign with me, or visited my house. WTF am I suppose to tell me brother. Well I would be able to control myself.lol. But I mean who doens't want to at least hold hands with the person they're with? *sigh*
(((WOW....I have some girl asking me if i'm into diapers sexually...... *horrified face* omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why are weird people attracked to me????????!!!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMGOMGOMG!!!! I'm so taking my friends profile down!! this is creepy. OMG
omg omgomgomggomgomg. what the fuck!!!!
Holy crap......OH!! it's some dude i guess, not a girl....ewww.
Okay that's it, too many weird people are drawn to me for some reason. urgh.))))
I actaully liked Zayhra's performance last night when she was in the elimination round. Me and ash both agreed we love that song. I had actaully just bought the Blue October CD, but the song wasn't on it. So i'm listening to it now on Youtube. Razorblade by Blue October. Very good song. blue october is really good too.
Yesterday i went to some music store in highfeild and was just lookign around when i saw Rise Against. the price on it said 2/24$$ I was like cool! so i got that and Blue October. (Rise against is the one that britt got.lol. ash told me later that Britt was going to burn it for me.lol. You people need to tell me these things! ash was going to buy me Shadow Hearts, The New World for graduating but i bought it before she did.lol.)
Well That's all for now I think.
Love and hugs,
Lynsey
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