Health, Names and Clothing oh my
FUCKBALLS. I MISSED ANOTHER HEALTH APPOINTMENT.
This one on the 3rd of May. Ironically, I was only reminded of it when I was rereading my old entry on how I'd missed the last health appointment. Fuck. That was stupid of me.
Weeeellll, I guess I'm giving up being checked up on for being underweight, then! Though I think now that IB is ending that particular problem (I've thought to be sparked by stress) will probably go away.
Still doing exams. Dad seems to be acting nicer than he was a month ago, probably 'cause I helped look up some solutions to his worsening asthma and this seems to have reassured him that I'm actually a sane human being who occasionally feels some form of empathy for others. Good good.
Naaaaaaaaaaames. I still can't choose. I think Julian's 'u' problem is still putting it at the bottom of the list, but now I'm drawn between Aleksander, Alexander, and just Xander/Zander on its own.
Stumbled across GenderPlayful today, and it looks like it's going to be awesome once it gets going. Really hope that they have some classy men's clothes that are tailored for my way-too-skinny body frame. Most men's clothing seems to hang off me, which I suppose is the intention most of the time as typical men's fashion seems to enjoy employing all sorts of baggy messy clothing, but personally I'd rather have less of that, and more of the absolutely pretentious drawing-inspiration-from-1800s-type style.
This one on the 3rd of May. Ironically, I was only reminded of it when I was rereading my old entry on how I'd missed the last health appointment. Fuck. That was stupid of me.
Weeeellll, I guess I'm giving up being checked up on for being underweight, then! Though I think now that IB is ending that particular problem (I've thought to be sparked by stress) will probably go away.
Still doing exams. Dad seems to be acting nicer than he was a month ago, probably 'cause I helped look up some solutions to his worsening asthma and this seems to have reassured him that I'm actually a sane human being who occasionally feels some form of empathy for others. Good good.
Naaaaaaaaaaames. I still can't choose. I think Julian's 'u' problem is still putting it at the bottom of the list, but now I'm drawn between Aleksander, Alexander, and just Xander/Zander on its own.
Stumbled across GenderPlayful today, and it looks like it's going to be awesome once it gets going. Really hope that they have some classy men's clothes that are tailored for my way-too-skinny body frame. Most men's clothing seems to hang off me, which I suppose is the intention most of the time as typical men's fashion seems to enjoy employing all sorts of baggy messy clothing, but personally I'd rather have less of that, and more of the absolutely pretentious drawing-inspiration-from-1800s-type style.