I am really ill and my family is arriving tomorrow.

Yay, body. Best timing.

This entry has been cross-posted from http://mrmonochrome.dreamwidth.org/430071.html.

Ugh, I'm STILL waking up way too early every day feeling exhausted, and being unable to get back to sleep, which means I just crash in the middle of the day. Fuck you, insomnia, or whatever you are. Wasn't it enough to have me be such a light sleeper that I needed to sleep 10-12 hours per day to feel rested? Now I can't even do that, so I just ( Read more... )

So I woke up at 11am today and felt majorly sleepy by 7pm. Hello again EDS? I then realised I have some really fucked up sleeping steps.

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living in hell and all my old angels have flown away...

At least the help in-head is still around.

And why does my ex always choose to create shitty situations for me during the worst times? First exam period, and now this, when I really do not need more things adding to my anxiety.

God damn you brain now please may I get some form of counselling sharpish ( Read more... )

FUCKBALLS. I MISSED ANOTHER HEALTH APPOINTMENT ( Read more... )

1. super tired today. not like that's any surprise.
2. off school on thurs and fri! hurrah!
3. accidentally scratched my chest through my binder today which meant INSTAPAIN thanks to the weird rash acne thing I've got there... after telling katie and laura about it, they urged me to put some aloe vera on it or something. i've had it for ages, dunno ( Read more... )

SORE THROAT
gackcoughchoke.

So, had my eye check today. was not bad. got eyes tested (normal stuff), eye PRESSURE tested (they blew air into my eyes with a machine which felt like a huff of really strong wind and made my eyes water), colour blindness tested (book with pics of coloured numbers), they put some dye in my eye then peered around. then they put the dilating pupils ( Read more... )

oh god i hate eating in the mornings because sometimes my stomach gets very tempermental and decides THE INSTANT I PUT FOOD IN MY MOUTH that its going to ache ;; -chews single bite of sausage mournfully-
also, i look like a drowned rat when i get out of the shower. How do movie stars do it? XD lol