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[rylie]

And here I am treading gingerly on the brinks sanity, noting that with every step, I can not let go regardless of the chaos that may encompass me. My life at this point could not become anymore organized due to work and school, but it is complicated, to say the least, when no one is around. I know that my life should not be dependant upon people.

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[clsmooth]

what are you doing this weekend? i know its EXTREMELY short notice - but a bunch of us gals are going to mexico to celebrate kate's stpauligirl bday. if you are free you should come with us! we are leaving around 2 on friday. it will be inexpensive and super fun.

keep it in mind if its a possibility!

[rylie]

actually, that sounds like just what i need. when are you all coming back??

[clsmooth]

marisa and sarah are planning to head back saturday while the rest of us are planning to stay until sunday. so if you only wanted to stay one night - its no problemo! coooooome, it will be so fun!

[rylie]

then it's official, i am going. i need to be spontaneous and i just so happen to have the weekend off. haha what time are we leaving? and who all is going?
annnnnddd what are you doing tonight after work/school? we should meet up and robble about plans since i have no idea what is really going on. haha

[tony23]

"I already have two cats, which can not match the companionship of a dog"

Dogs rule, CATS drool.

[rylie]

tony i always knew you had your head on straight. ;)

[thahylife]

ppl by nature, instinct are social creatures
we build communities, relationships
friendships

what good can life be
if its not
shared
in the company of others that
appreciate
us

[rylie]

hit me up on aim sometime, okay? xiamnotinlovex

[thahylife]

anxious breaths await me

PS2

[bungeebot]

If you get a PS2, which you're going to do sooner or later, whether you like it or not ;), get Grand Theft Auto III. Buying it is like buying your own little world in which you can do anything you like.

Silent Hill 3 sounds good too.

Two other games. Dance Dance Revolution, for which you must buy the dance pad, and that other game. The rapping one. Where you have to push the buttons in time to the beat. It was for Playstation 1, UGHGHGHHGHG!!! WHAT'S IT CALLED! ! ! ! ! ! !???
*is driven crazy*

Oh, and finally, it's a good DVD player too, no matter what people tell you.

Peace XOXO

Re: PS2

[rylie]

parappa tha rappa ;)

Re: PS2

[bungeebot]

You're a lifesaver!

Re: PS2

[cyniccat]

Word is they're going to drop the price of PS2's also, down to like $150 or so. Or maybe just $175. But still cheaper than they've been. And I totally second the motion on Grand Theft Auto. And you should give Bloodrayne a shot too... maybe not buy it, but rent it.

[malbec]

The truth is, I am the reason for my own monotony. The routine was what i needed to get my life back on track; but now, even being bored with it, I do not desire the things that I used to.

Christ. That's exactly how I feel at the moment. Everything seems empty and lacks meaning. That thought had me in tears the other night.

I'm not too sure what the solution is. I'm trying to find a new hobbie. And a new cause.

Good luck finding your way out of the hole. It'll happen but it can be a long and hard journey sometimes.

[rylie]

yes, good luck to the both of us.....