You were my reason..

[rykengirl2003]

Why should I even believe I'll get that certain someone back in my life when I haven't heard from them for some months now.. Give me one reason or reasons why I should live.. What did I do to deserve this hurt and confusion??? I give space and some understanding on why things happened the way they did.. But, I still don't know why would you throw something so beautiful away completely?! I may be over reacting but how am I suppose to react when the one I fell for doesn't even want to show life/interest in my life. I'm terrified to even call because I don't want to pick up the cell and end up gettin the voicemail once again as from the last time I tried. I don't want more pain/hurt.. I actually saved a voicemail from them from the day I sent them a surprise through the mail and they called back to tell me thanx.. to tell me that they appreciated and loved me. I miss hearing that voice and when I check my voicemail I save that message over and over again so I wouldn't lose what I got left. I want out if I can't even have the one I admire in my life.. This feeling will just not go away until that someone just give me a chance to be in their life again.

Please give me that chance!?! Willing to be just friends, but this silence just has to go..