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Good Weekend that's for sure! Having the time to spend with some best buds and just getting away from home made it great. I didn't fully get to talk one on one with some folks after all, but it's all good. Did get to vent, hear the updates on things with them, and just keep buildin a friendship with them. I think right now they are a big part of my life right now.. my support. Seems everyone who could fill in that category are always far away and can never be with them in person when I need them the most. But, it just makes it worth wild when the next time comes around when we get together once more. I just hope more are able to join us and hope things are worked out for the best.
I've realize and I know I seem to always forget on why, but yea.. I need to face the truth in the eyes and just move on. Best chance on gettin someone back if not more at least having a best friend again. I'm sorry.. it'll take time to adjust, but I know things can work out. Just please when you think it's the right time.. call me! I just hate now not knowing how things are going with you, life in general.
Today, was pretty much dull except being able to have dinner out with some friends before one of which had to return to the bus stop up in Baltimore to ship back out for training. I, myself, is very proud of him for joining the Army and wish him the best till he returns once more. Rest of the day came home and spent time with the folks & my grandmother. Played cards and I made Carrot Cake for dessert, which was yummy. Not sure what's happening the rest of the summer, but just hope I can keep myself busy.. keep my mind on other things for once and hopefully be ready when it's time to go up to Frostburg. Already anxious to get mail back about the apartment, get my contact info for the college, and maybe get info on who my roommates will be. I just hope my roommates and I have some similarities and they pretty much help me along while I'm there for the first time. Going to be quite different experience for me. Should be great but at the same time I'm nervous as anything.
Already got plans for Wed, but not sure yet on what I'm doin tomorrow yet. lol Wed, going on campus at CSM to get my new updated transcripts mailed off to Frostburg/get a copy for myself & have some fun spending time with some friends playing pool and just spendin time there as much as I can on break. Promised some peeps I'd visit them there, which I couldn't before earlier this break. Hope to later this week get together with a group again and do some bowling once more as the first time. That was def fun and relaxing. All depends when everyone is up to it.. knowing Scott will at least be home by then from Florida if not now. Not sure, haven't yet seen him online. I know I'll have to find time to meet up with others before college starts up and before everyone goes away including myself. Which reminds me of a few people I need to get a hold of soon. Grr..
Anyways, gonna head off for the night.. gonna make myself get up in the morning, do some cleaning, and figure out what other things I need to get done. Reading even sounds appealin to me which is crazy. lol But yea- Growing apart, distance, anything that seems to hurt ways of keeping in touch with friendships, etc... all the above are what I hate the most in life. Lost some good buddies through all that.. sux! Truly tho, if any of those seem to be the cause btw anyone on here or whoever reads this thing.. I want to at least let ya know that no matter what.. you still got a friend in me, so don't hesitate to hit me up through this, email, aim, or even cell.
Take Care All and Have a G'night! *Hug*
I've realize and I know I seem to always forget on why, but yea.. I need to face the truth in the eyes and just move on. Best chance on gettin someone back if not more at least having a best friend again. I'm sorry.. it'll take time to adjust, but I know things can work out. Just please when you think it's the right time.. call me! I just hate now not knowing how things are going with you, life in general.
Today, was pretty much dull except being able to have dinner out with some friends before one of which had to return to the bus stop up in Baltimore to ship back out for training. I, myself, is very proud of him for joining the Army and wish him the best till he returns once more. Rest of the day came home and spent time with the folks & my grandmother. Played cards and I made Carrot Cake for dessert, which was yummy. Not sure what's happening the rest of the summer, but just hope I can keep myself busy.. keep my mind on other things for once and hopefully be ready when it's time to go up to Frostburg. Already anxious to get mail back about the apartment, get my contact info for the college, and maybe get info on who my roommates will be. I just hope my roommates and I have some similarities and they pretty much help me along while I'm there for the first time. Going to be quite different experience for me. Should be great but at the same time I'm nervous as anything.
Already got plans for Wed, but not sure yet on what I'm doin tomorrow yet. lol Wed, going on campus at CSM to get my new updated transcripts mailed off to Frostburg/get a copy for myself & have some fun spending time with some friends playing pool and just spendin time there as much as I can on break. Promised some peeps I'd visit them there, which I couldn't before earlier this break. Hope to later this week get together with a group again and do some bowling once more as the first time. That was def fun and relaxing. All depends when everyone is up to it.. knowing Scott will at least be home by then from Florida if not now. Not sure, haven't yet seen him online. I know I'll have to find time to meet up with others before college starts up and before everyone goes away including myself. Which reminds me of a few people I need to get a hold of soon. Grr..
Anyways, gonna head off for the night.. gonna make myself get up in the morning, do some cleaning, and figure out what other things I need to get done. Reading even sounds appealin to me which is crazy. lol But yea- Growing apart, distance, anything that seems to hurt ways of keeping in touch with friendships, etc... all the above are what I hate the most in life. Lost some good buddies through all that.. sux! Truly tho, if any of those seem to be the cause btw anyone on here or whoever reads this thing.. I want to at least let ya know that no matter what.. you still got a friend in me, so don't hesitate to hit me up through this, email, aim, or even cell.
Take Care All and Have a G'night! *Hug*