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Have a feeling of a long and lonely weekend ahead of me.. Nothin to look forward to really. I had a chance of something, but it may just cause hurt because I know that things are not back to where they should be or used to be. I don't know how you do it, but truly you must be stronger than you give yourself credit for. My yearning just brings me down into a rut. I thought sleeping was the only good thing for me. Sleeping would give me an escape out of this reality, but gosh darn it, dreams just bring you back into it. Times I wish that I'd wake up and things were back to normal, where I'd be holding you into my arms again. Tho this time if I could I wouldn't let ya go for the fear of just losing what we had all over again.
Hanging in there, but hoping to get a call sometime this weekend.. please call me, especially whenever you're near the area. I may just try meetin up after all, only if ya want. If not I look forward to the next time. Off to see what's there to do today..
-Update later on..-
**Anyone up to hanging out this weekend, please give me a hollar. I'll need all the company I could get it.**
Hanging in there, but hoping to get a call sometime this weekend.. please call me, especially whenever you're near the area. I may just try meetin up after all, only if ya want. If not I look forward to the next time. Off to see what's there to do today..
-Update later on..-
**Anyone up to hanging out this weekend, please give me a hollar. I'll need all the company I could get it.**