Been a long day...
Worn out to where I couldn't get myself out of bed till almost 7ish and didn't get much studying done for the quiz. Surprisingly the quiz ended up not really based on the chapter fully. Got split into groups and did a PowerPoint presentation on selected topics as our quiz. Came home to finish up the PowerPoint for the group presentation in my 5:30pm class to later find out we have an extension till Tuesday now. Went to my Bio Lab and did a lab on Photosynthesis and later went to my 5:30pm class to watch a movie instead of presenting. Today actually wasn't as bad as I was expecting afterall. After driving a friend home I met up with Jess and caught a movie showing at 8:15pm. The plans was to go get some food afterwards, but it was late and didn't feel up to it. Go figure.. I never did get to eat much at all today, but I'm not really hungry now. Oh well..
Tomorrow, no classes for me.. I may try meeting up with my group for Society and Tech class to work on the group presentation. Hopefully get it figured out and organized in time for Tuesday. I hate how things didn't really work out, but I sorta expected that happening with my luck. Not sure what else my plans are for tomorrow. I could go on campus to play a few games of pool or go to the mall and do some shopping, which I really don't want to do. Sounds kinda weird, but I have people telling me I need to shop for things that I really don't care anymore about. Clothes may help someone's look on confidence, but I'll still not feel it.
Saturday- May go to a craft fair and check it out. Depending on how plans are maybe hangout with Jess one more time if she doesn't have work that night. But yea-- this weekend is pretty much up in the air! I actually could say I have to meet up with "someone", but not sure if I could handle it. I do miss "you" though so very much. I can't help the way I feel. It was a dream come true, felt so real between you and I, still does in my mind.. but, I'm suppose to forget all about it or think less of it. I just can't do that. I'm trying to hang in there, but my heart still wishes you would change your mind on the idea.
You have my heart.. I miss you.
**Wishin for this hurt/yearnin to decrease.. Just I can't help it, at least not yet. Not sure when I'll ever be able to.** *sigh*
Tomorrow, no classes for me.. I may try meeting up with my group for Society and Tech class to work on the group presentation. Hopefully get it figured out and organized in time for Tuesday. I hate how things didn't really work out, but I sorta expected that happening with my luck. Not sure what else my plans are for tomorrow. I could go on campus to play a few games of pool or go to the mall and do some shopping, which I really don't want to do. Sounds kinda weird, but I have people telling me I need to shop for things that I really don't care anymore about. Clothes may help someone's look on confidence, but I'll still not feel it.
Saturday- May go to a craft fair and check it out. Depending on how plans are maybe hangout with Jess one more time if she doesn't have work that night. But yea-- this weekend is pretty much up in the air! I actually could say I have to meet up with "someone", but not sure if I could handle it. I do miss "you" though so very much. I can't help the way I feel. It was a dream come true, felt so real between you and I, still does in my mind.. but, I'm suppose to forget all about it or think less of it. I just can't do that. I'm trying to hang in there, but my heart still wishes you would change your mind on the idea.
You have my heart.. I miss you.
**Wishin for this hurt/yearnin to decrease.. Just I can't help it, at least not yet. Not sure when I'll ever be able to.** *sigh*