Off the wall [standalone]
Title: Off the wall
Author:
ryden_gabilliam
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: 3rd person
Summary: "Come back, because you must. Come back again, by night or by day. Come back whenever you want to. Whenever you feel like everything's right for you. Come back. No one will ever replace you. I promise." Ryan's throat works as though the cords in it were being pulled, and his voice seems to be dragged from it as he answers, "I will surely come back."
Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING! :D Especially Brendon and Ryan
Beta: poisonouswar
Author Notes: This is a short standalone. Honestly, I wrote this back when I first found out that PATD splits. I just never got this chance to post it in here. And I forgot about it, actually. :D
It always seems too fast for Ryan, always too fast.
But this time it's different. Everything seems so slow, it almost feels like time has suddenly stopped. Ryan shivers as cold wind brushes against his porcelain skin. It's always the moment that he wishes to disappear. Everything seems so broken that he wants to vanish, forever. It's not difficult. Because disappearing is one of his specialty. He can do it if he wishes to. But now, he can't. Because he's deeply looking into those chocolate brown eyes. Brendon's.
Brendon always avoids eye contact when they're like this. Ryan knows it. He already memorizes every move Brendon's going to make. But this time. Everything seems so different. First, the time. And now this. Brendon keeps staring into Ryan's eyes, that can melt Ryan in any minute now.
They're broken. There is this period of time that they didn't talk. All four of them. Honestly, it's their first time talking to each other for over a week now. If you even call this talking. Let's just say, it's a communicating process. That's sounds much better, isn't it?
"We need to go. I need to go..." Ryan says while holding back tears. He has soft spot for this kind of things, that no one but Brendon can see. He avoids to do this when everyone's around, because at some point he feels awkward.
Ryan is surprised when there's no response from Brendon. He thought that Brendon will punch him, curse at him, scream at him or even beg him not to go. But there's none. What surprises Ryan more is when Brendon suddenly hugs him.
Ryan can smell Brendon's perfume, perfectly blending with his after shave. It suits him. So this is what Brendon feels like, Ryan thought. It's always like this. Everytime he tries to run away, Brendon's there to stop him without even trying. And yet, there's something different. Brendon's still in the hug, pulling Ryan much closer, hugging him tighter than before. Ryan just begs his knees not to fall...
"Come back," Brendon whispers, still clinging to the connection, "Come back, because you must. Come back again, by night or by day. Come back whenever you want to. Whenever you feel like everything's right for you. Come back. No one will ever replace you. I promise." Ryan's throat works as though the cords in it were being pulled, and his voice seems to be dragged from it as he answers, "I will surely come back."
So maybe that's the reason why it's different.
Brendon finally grew up...
A/N: COMMENT PLEASE! I NEED YOUR OPINIONS! <3
Author:
ryden_gabilliam
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: 3rd person
Summary: "Come back, because you must. Come back again, by night or by day. Come back whenever you want to. Whenever you feel like everything's right for you. Come back. No one will ever replace you. I promise." Ryan's throat works as though the cords in it were being pulled, and his voice seems to be dragged from it as he answers, "I will surely come back."
Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING! :D Especially Brendon and Ryan
Beta: poisonouswar
Author Notes: This is a short standalone. Honestly, I wrote this back when I first found out that PATD splits. I just never got this chance to post it in here. And I forgot about it, actually. :D
It always seems too fast for Ryan, always too fast.
But this time it's different. Everything seems so slow, it almost feels like time has suddenly stopped. Ryan shivers as cold wind brushes against his porcelain skin. It's always the moment that he wishes to disappear. Everything seems so broken that he wants to vanish, forever. It's not difficult. Because disappearing is one of his specialty. He can do it if he wishes to. But now, he can't. Because he's deeply looking into those chocolate brown eyes. Brendon's.
Brendon always avoids eye contact when they're like this. Ryan knows it. He already memorizes every move Brendon's going to make. But this time. Everything seems so different. First, the time. And now this. Brendon keeps staring into Ryan's eyes, that can melt Ryan in any minute now.
They're broken. There is this period of time that they didn't talk. All four of them. Honestly, it's their first time talking to each other for over a week now. If you even call this talking. Let's just say, it's a communicating process. That's sounds much better, isn't it?
"We need to go. I need to go..." Ryan says while holding back tears. He has soft spot for this kind of things, that no one but Brendon can see. He avoids to do this when everyone's around, because at some point he feels awkward.
Ryan is surprised when there's no response from Brendon. He thought that Brendon will punch him, curse at him, scream at him or even beg him not to go. But there's none. What surprises Ryan more is when Brendon suddenly hugs him.
Ryan can smell Brendon's perfume, perfectly blending with his after shave. It suits him. So this is what Brendon feels like, Ryan thought. It's always like this. Everytime he tries to run away, Brendon's there to stop him without even trying. And yet, there's something different. Brendon's still in the hug, pulling Ryan much closer, hugging him tighter than before. Ryan just begs his knees not to fall...
"Come back," Brendon whispers, still clinging to the connection, "Come back, because you must. Come back again, by night or by day. Come back whenever you want to. Whenever you feel like everything's right for you. Come back. No one will ever replace you. I promise." Ryan's throat works as though the cords in it were being pulled, and his voice seems to be dragged from it as he answers, "I will surely come back."
So maybe that's the reason why it's different.
Brendon finally grew up...
A/N: COMMENT PLEASE! I NEED YOUR OPINIONS! <3