Good News and Bad News
I text messaged Gavin today and he said that Jordan wasent going to change schools...He's still going to Lyman! I dont know If that is good or bad. But anyways I think that it would have been eaiser to get over him if I knew that I was never gonna see him agin. I think that I should move on though I think that I should start dateing other people...not right now...not untill school starts agin probally. Even if i did wanna start dateing people now it wouldent be fair to the other person because im still totally in love with Jordan ( because Im stupid) and I only like one person and I am pretty sure that they dont like me back...in the same way. Wow I just realised that Jordan is the first person to ever dump me (lol). Not as bad as I thought getting dumped would be. I didnt even cry that much. Weird! I hope that I dont have any classed with Jordan next year because that would be totally awarkard but at the same time I hope I do because we were such good friends before...I dont expect it to ever be like that agin. I dont know if he even wants to talk to me any more...oh well!