Okay so it's been awhile since we've talked
Okay so a lot has happened since July 29th, 2004 when we last spoke. I don't have time to list it all because well i have home group tonight and i just don't feel like typing all day. So my Senior Year sucks soo far. I have lost my b/f twice but got him back. I just don't want to lose him and i don't care what any of ya'll think. When you have been with someone like me and ryan have been together all you wanna do is make it work because of the way you feel about them. I love Ryan with all of my heart and that's just all it is to me that's what my heart says. Lance and I aren't as great of friends as we used to be maybe because of Ryan or maybe not. I don't feel like Lance and Ryan should be treated equally Ryan (boyfriend) Lance (best friend) requires two separate ways to treat each one of them and they can't possibly be compared because they dont' have the same title. Let me know if you disagree and tell me why. Anyway so Lance has this new girl her name is Crystal. He likes her she likes him so he might have a girlfriend soon. Anyway so my senior year has been crappy lots of heartache but it's going to get better i know it will b/c there is always a way to make things better in the world so i know that my world can be better and will be.