....Bored now.
Well originally I had plans tonight to take my mom out to dinner for Mother's Day but she is a) feeling really shitty today and b) acting really shitty today. I brought her home flowers and a stuffed white tiger (she collects them) and she started bitching about differnet stuff almost immediately. It's hard to feel in the spirit of Mother's Day when I can still hear her ranting in her room. She does it just loud enough that I can hear she's talking, but can't quite make out what she's saying, which is infuriating, but I know from many years ofexperience it's her way of keeping an argument going, she usually sits there ranting until I storm in and yell at her for still carrying on a fight even after everyone else has left the room. I'm at least into the vibe of Mother's Day enough that I'm just letting her go at it and not letting it get to me. IT'S HARD THOUGH.
I try to be sympathetic in these situations though, since I know part of the problem is that her mood has steadily gotten worse as her health has, and she's even slightly admitted that part of the reason she gets pissy and mad at me a lot is because she's in a lot of pain and she has a hard time not taking her frustration out on others. We both try our hardest to get along, but it just feels kinda crappy when she's bitching on Mother's Day minutes after I've given her a gift...and I feel bad we're not going tonight because that was the other half of my gift.
So anyways, with everyone out of town I'm left to my own devices. It's kinda boring, but I had a thought at work last night....actually about 7 hours worth of thought. I think I'm going to try mulling it over a bit, working with the thought and refining it into something more solid. If it's something I can get out of the thought stage and mold it into something more concrete it just might be pretty epic.
I hope you all have lotsa fun tonight at the concert and I'll hopefully get to hang some tomorrow. If you're reading this Tay are we still gonna try for epic shopping tomorrow? Don't you work tomorrow??
Oh well, see ya!
I try to be sympathetic in these situations though, since I know part of the problem is that her mood has steadily gotten worse as her health has, and she's even slightly admitted that part of the reason she gets pissy and mad at me a lot is because she's in a lot of pain and she has a hard time not taking her frustration out on others. We both try our hardest to get along, but it just feels kinda crappy when she's bitching on Mother's Day minutes after I've given her a gift...and I feel bad we're not going tonight because that was the other half of my gift.
So anyways, with everyone out of town I'm left to my own devices. It's kinda boring, but I had a thought at work last night....actually about 7 hours worth of thought. I think I'm going to try mulling it over a bit, working with the thought and refining it into something more solid. If it's something I can get out of the thought stage and mold it into something more concrete it just might be pretty epic.
I hope you all have lotsa fun tonight at the concert and I'll hopefully get to hang some tomorrow. If you're reading this Tay are we still gonna try for epic shopping tomorrow? Don't you work tomorrow??
Oh well, see ya!