I took my Myers-Briggs/ Carl Jung personality test today i found out that I am an INFJ . The "protecter" It's crazy because it describes me to a "T" most every aspect of my life follows this personality type. It also tells me that this personality type is rare which explains why I seem to feel so different from other people a lot of the time. It's ( Read more... )

Ok, so that last one hurt a little but I guess it's all therapy.  It's time for me to stop pulling punches and express myself honestly ( Read more... )

I've decided to leave this town (sin-city) and all it's pitfalls. Fuck this job, fuck these people, fuck this life of charity and ideas of self-improvement. I'm tired of putting myself out there and being taken advantage of. I have to look out for myself. It's about time. 27 w/ 57 year old eyes, 67 y/o heart, and a 7 y/o's patience.

On the surface, ( Read more... )

i've soaked myself in my problems. I haven't had room to carry others' problems alongside my own.

Life's been nuts lately and i recently got word that my supervisor isn't quitting so I'll have much more support in my job. while that stablizes itself, my personal life has become more confusing. What do I want? In a variety of ways what i want is ( Read more... )

It's the new year and there have been plenty of blessings and some challenges. I accepted a new position with Indiana Mentor as a the Program Director over 2 houses in Bloomington, 2 in Bedford, and 1 in Brownstown (I've never stepped foot in Brownstown--I can just picture me running on foot from Klansmen) I'm definately getting paid with this new ( Read more... )

I just finished working the night group here at the center. I feel like that's all I do is work and eat and sleep. (I don't even got a pot to piss, I'm just holdin' it in) This was my first AA/NA group that I lead. It was a lot of pressure, but handled it ( Read more... )

Today is a sad day for mental health. At about 4:00 my co-worker (and office mate) called me up and told me that the other case manager in our group, Isabella, got fired! She was supposed to have her review today and from what she told me, it went smoothly. She was told that she was doing a great job and even got a raise. So when Nancy (office mate ( Read more... )

It's late and this week has been a bitch. I can barely keep my eyes focused on these little keys on this new laptop that i've gotten. Wait...WTF is this? Who the hell is Cowboy Troy? I'm watching Leno and as i'm writing these words, I see this country music group playing and then this 'brotha' (black dude, *I feel weird saying black guy because I'm ( Read more... )