harder boner faster stronger
it would seem the list is working. im not saying i am 100% funkless but at least i have recognised what is getting at me and Im slowly dealing with the stupid shit methodically. i finally got curtains for my room. hello sleep, my old friend! instantly a whole window full of junk is out of sight and out of mind. huzzah! and all for free. certainly helping the "get more money please" side of things.
i told nick i loved him. he said it back. i feel awesome about that. I booked an appointment with the hospital re check ups and as if by magic my sex drive is back. at least its getting there. not that it ever dissappeared, it just lulled its self into a comfortable and what would probably be considered normal state. Fuck normal, i like my high sex drive and rock solid boners. either way, its definatley coming back. noticing these stupid little things getting better instantly makes everything get better quicker. Its affirming that it can happen and making it easier for the next stuff to sort its self out. still a long way to go but hell at this rate i will have sorted my whole list of things that are pissing me off by the end of next month. Woo hoo!
roll on friday, getting prodded and poked in the hospital and then working overtime. crap day, totally, but its another few things off the list then i get 4 days off (more time off is on the list)
GO me.
i told nick i loved him. he said it back. i feel awesome about that. I booked an appointment with the hospital re check ups and as if by magic my sex drive is back. at least its getting there. not that it ever dissappeared, it just lulled its self into a comfortable and what would probably be considered normal state. Fuck normal, i like my high sex drive and rock solid boners. either way, its definatley coming back. noticing these stupid little things getting better instantly makes everything get better quicker. Its affirming that it can happen and making it easier for the next stuff to sort its self out. still a long way to go but hell at this rate i will have sorted my whole list of things that are pissing me off by the end of next month. Woo hoo!
roll on friday, getting prodded and poked in the hospital and then working overtime. crap day, totally, but its another few things off the list then i get 4 days off (more time off is on the list)
GO me.