Tick Tick Tick Life awake moves forward.
I wonder if I can hold out. Have been awake for almost 30 hour with no sleep what so ever. Still have six hours left in my shift. so tired. What's really starting to scare me is I think I am understanding more and more of what the people that I am talking to are saying. It seems I can translate retarded computer illiterate fuckstick to english when I am half dead and almost half asleep. Maybe this is what going crazy feels like. I had hoped it would feel more fuzzy. or at the very least have some sense of completion. Or maybe I really do not know what I am saying, typing, doing or whatever.