Our Fate Made by Mistakes - 6
Author: Nara
Pairing: YutoYama, OkaYama, AriJima, AriYama (friendship), OkaNoo, TaDaiki, slight YabuHika
Genre: BL, Romance, School Life, Angst
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Ryosuke is in love with the school prince Keito. He has kept his feeling for over a year. Keito’s best friend, Yuto is the second prince and Ryosuke find him a very troublesome guy. With his best friend’s encouragement, Ryosuke overcome his fear and decided to confess to Keito but with a simple mistake, his life turns upside down.
First Mistake I Second Mistake I Third Mistake I Fourth Mistake I Fifth Mistake
~6~
“What the hell are you talking about, Arioka!” Takaki clenches his fist. Just now he heard Daiki said something nonsense like they don’t have to meet anymore or whatsoever.
“Like I said, I’m with Yuto now so we don’t have to meet anymore” Daiki replied casually.
“Huh? Yuto? Since when you started to call that guy by his first name?” he asked sarcastically.
“Since we started dating” Daiki is plastering a smile which is sickening for Takaki to see.
“Stop this nonsense, Arioka! He’s just using you!”
“I’m the one who letting him…as long as I can be with him.”
“No…please, wake up!” Takaki cupped Daiki’s both cheeks but the shorter just looking at emotionless.
“This is not love! This is just your crazy obsession!”
“I love him. It’s true love not an obsession.”
“You should see yourself right now. You obsessed with him. I can obviously see that.”
“Think whatever you like to make yourself feel better” Daiki removes the taller hands from his face.
“Face it, Takaki. It’s never gonna happen between us” with that, Daiki walks away from Takaki, leaving him behind in despair.
“No…I’ll prove it to you that you’re wrong. That is not love. Your love is just for me, Arioka…”
~@@@~
Ryosuke is looking at his right hand which is entwined with Keito’s and the taller is happily swinging their hands back and forth. They are walking toward the music room and along the way people are squealing at them. Earlier, Keito personally came to his classroom to pick him up enough to make the girls screaming hysterically to have the school prince’s presence in their classroom. It has been few days since Ryosuke stop coming to the music room that’s why Keito went to pick him up. It would be trouble for him if Ryosuke won’t go to music room anymore. It will ruin his plan and today plan is he’s going to announce to his band’s members that they are officially dating.
Along the way Ryosuke keep lowering his head down, battling with his own feelings. His hand is firmly inside Keito’s grips but his heart isn’t thumping fast like he expects it to be. He agreed to go out with Keito because that is what he has been dreaming for but what he feels right now is not like someone who his dream has became true. As they are getting closer to music room, Ryosuke’s heart starts beating so fast. He’s been holding hand with his hardcore crush which is now is his boyfriend all the way to here and now only his heart started to beat faster? Does his response is that damn slow? No. Ryosuke knows the exact reason. What makes his heart pounding so fast is what beyond that door, whose face will he see. Keito looks at Ryosuke, smiling a bit before he pulls the doorknob.
“Minna~ Yama-chan and I are officially dating~” Keito blurted out as soon as they stepped inside the room.
“A-re? Yuto is not here?” Keito just realized after he scans his every member’s shocking faces but he didn’t see Yuto’s.
“Tch” Keito clicked his tongue. His big announcement goes nothing since the main audience is not in the room.
“O-oi, Keito! Yamada-kun just broke up with Yuto few days ago. Don’t you think it’s quite fast for you two to start dating?” asked Hikaru.
“Hm? I don’t see any problem with that. Yama-chan said it himself that he’s never in love with Yuto and the one he loves is me” Keito replied and Hikaru can’t argue with that since it is true. He clearly heard Ryosuke said that few days ago.
“Kota~ don’t you think this is weird?” Hikaru whines as he clinging to his boyfriend.
“Saa…” Yabu nonchalantly replied. Rather than that, he is more concern about Inoo. He turns his head to take a glimpse of Inoo behind him but the latter just keep running his fingers on the keyboard looking unaffected with the news. Yabu just smiles bitterly. He knows behind that poker face mask, Inoo is crying inside but this guy is really good in putting on a façade.
Feeling a bit disappointed, Keito grabs his guitar and plays some chords while pouting. His first plan is to tell Yuto that he’s going out with Ryosuke to provoke him but it failed today. Yuto is his childhood friend so he knows him very well. He hates it when people take away his belonging even though he doesn’t admit that something is belongs to him. “Maika~ I still can tell him tomorrow” Keito sighs. Then he averts his eyes to Ryosuke as the latter is walking toward the drum set. Ryosuke slightly touches the cymbal with his fingertips and the image of Yuto is playing with the drum passionately come across his mind. He has to admit, Yuto looks so cool and handsome every time he hits the drum. Earlier, he was quite surprised when Keito told everyone that they are dating and he quickly raised his head to look at Yuto but when he’s not around he feel relieved and somehow…a bit disappointed.
“What kind of face will he make? Will he look hurt? I want him to look hurt. I wonder why…” Ryosuke is staring blankly at the drum. It seems like his mind and soul has gone off somewhere else. Seeing that lonely face of Ryosuke, Keito curves a bitter smile. He will make Yuto bring back Ryosuke’s bright smile again, it’s a promise that he made to himself. If only Yuto could see what kind of face that Ryosuke is making because of him right now. Keito let out an annoying sigh. “Ano baka! Where the hell did he go?”
Yuto is leaning against the wall while placing his both hands at the back of his head. A cold breeze stirred his bangs but he keeps his eyes open, staring at the cloudy sky. Since he came to the rooftop, he has been admiring the sky which seems more beautiful from up here. But then his sight is blocked and he feels weight on his lap. Daiki is sitting on his lap while holding a bento. He takes a tamagoyaki using the chopsticks and brings it to Yuto’s mouth. The taller open up his mouth and let Daiki feed him like a king.
“Oishii?” asked Daiki. He’s pretty confidence with his cooking skills. He woke up early to make this bento and he really put an effort into it.
“It’s fine” Yuto coldly answered but it’s enough to make Daiki smiles in bliss.
“It will get better, I promise~” Daiki continue feeding Yuto. By looking at this extravagant bento, Yuto knows Daiki put a lot of effort to made this and plasters wrapped around few of his fingers as a prove.
“If it is him, he will never do something like this for me, not with his own will. Such as waste. I should’ve asked him to make me bento when he was still my servant. He’ll piss off for sure. Tch! Why I’m still thinking about that brat! Kuso!” Yuto ruffles his hair in sudden and making a trouble face caused Daiki furrows his brow. He could figure it out immediately why Yuto is making that face.
“Why are you still thinking about him when I’m here right in front of you?” Daiki bites his lower lip as sharp pain stabbed into his chest. He takes a piece of karaage chicken and brings it into his own mouth but he doesn’t chew it instead, he leans over Yuto and meet their lips together. Knowing what Daiki is trying to do, Yuto parted his lips and the latter pushes the chicken piece using his tongue into Yuto’s mouth. Daiki licks Yuto’s upper lip before he broke the kiss and let Yuto chews his food.
“What an interesting way to feed me” Yuto spoke after he swallowed while rubbing his bottom lip with his thumb.
“Ano ne, Yuto…you can ask me to do anything you want. I’m your slave after all” Daiki leans closer to Yuto’s ear.
“Use me…to distract yourself” he whispered, seductively. Daiki’s words strike him. That’s right. The only reason why he let Daiki clinging to him is to use him for distraction. Since he got someone who really obsessed with him in his hand, he should use him wisely. A smirk curved proudly on Yuto’s lips.
“Then feed me.”
“With pleasure~” Daiki put another piece of karaage chicken inside his mouth and repeat what he did earlier but this time, they are sharing the food inside each other wet cavern.
~@@@~
Awkward. This is totally an awkward situation. Two couples are standing in front the door of music room, wearing disbelieved look on their face. Ryosuke is holding hands with Keito while Yuto has Daiki clinging to his arm. Yuto eyes fixed on entwined hands before him, grinding his teeth to hold his burning anger, anger that he doesn’t know where the hell it is come from but then his lips curved an artificial smirk.
“Heh~ so you finally got together with the one you truly love, huh? Yokatta ne, Yamada?” said Yuto in sarcasm tone.
“Really? Yama-chan, I’m happy for you~” Daiki added. Ryosuke is completely dumbfounded. His best friend is clinging to Yuto. What the hell is happening?
“D-Dai-chan…what…what are you doing?” Ryosuke’s asked with trembling voice.
“Eh? You know him?” Keito surprised.
“I’m with Yuto now~” Daiki smiles widely.
“What are you saying? You have Taka-“
“Yama-chan, gomen” Daiki cut his sentences.
“I’ve been hiding the truth from you this entire time. I love Yuto, I always have” Daiki tightened his grip on Yuto’s arm.
Ryosuke feels like his heart is being shattered into pieces. The pain of being betrayed by his own best friend is too much for him to handle. It’s suffocating. But, is that the only reason for this pain? Ryosuke averts his eyes to Yuto and instantly his tears are threatening to fall.
“What is this?” Ryosuke clenches his shirt. It’s far more painful to look into Yuto’s cold eyes.
“Nakajima, he…he’s with someone else…it’s…hurt”
Keito holds tight Ryosuke’s hand which is still in his grip as he feels he is shuddering terribly. Keito sighs while rubbing his forehead. He didn’t expect Yuto will get someone new this fast and what worst, that guy is apparently Ryosuke’s friend. His plan is not getting any easier.
“Can we start practice now?” Yuto said nonchalantly while opening the door. Daiki is looking all excited because this is first time he could enter the music room and also proud at the same time because now not only Ryosuke who can enter this room. Keito wants to follow after them but their entwined hands made him stopped as Ryosuke doesn’t move from his stand.
“Keito…gomen. I can’t watch your practice today. I remembered I have something else to do” Ryosuke let go of Keito’s hand and walks away lifelessly.
“Yamada-kun…I’ll make Yuto come and beg for your love someday. I swear!” Keito determined.
That day, JUMP members once again received shocking news that Yuto has a new “boyfriend”. Yabu, Hikaru and Inoo could only exchange glances with a same thought in their minds; everything seems so weird. They are practicing as usual only today their special audience is not Ryosuke but Daiki instead. However, Daiki doesn’t seems so happy watching Yuto playing with the drum because he doesn’t see any coolness like he expected to see because he only see a guy who’s letting out his anger by hitting the drum roughly and regret that clearly reflected from those icy cold eyes. He averts his eyes away as he can’t stand to watch it anymore. Being completely aware of who is making Yuto behave like that is piercing hurt. It’s different for Keito though. It’s an amusing scene to watch. At least he knows Yuto is affected by his relationship with Ryosuke. His plan is not a total failure after all. It’s just a beginning…
~@@@~
Ryosuke is on class duty today and he is carrying a dustbin to school backyard. As he reached there other students just finished burning the trash and going back to their classroom so only Ryosuke left there alone. He stands in front of the fire site with the dustbin and start throwing the trash into the fire one by one. As he watches the waste paper that he throws wrinkle, turning black and shrink until only dust left inside the flame, uninvited painful memory barged into his mind. The images of Yuto and Daiki from yesterday still vivid and he can’t shrug it off no matter what he did. Why he has to be in so much pain? The answer is still unclear or…he purposely blurred his sight and mind to run away from the truth that he scared accept. Lost in his thought, he didn’t realize someone is approaching him from behind.
“Ano…Yamada-senpai deshou ne?” a cute girl with wavy browned hair appeared when Ryosuke turns around.
“Sou desu kedo?” Ryosuke replied while putting down the dustbin. By looking at that unfamiliar face, he knows she is a first year student.
“I…I heard that you are closed with Keito-senpai?”
“Maa…you can say that” Ryosuke scratches his nape. He can’t tell that girl that Keito is actually his boyfriend now.
“Etou…sono…” the girl is fidgeting before she takes out a small envelope from her pocket and Ryosuke could tell what is in that envelope, a confession letter.
“Ah~ you want me to pass this letter to Keito?” he chuckles but then he paused.
“Huh? Why I’m saying that so casually? This girl want me to pass a confession letter to my boyfriend for God’s sake, I should feel restless!”
“Chi-chigaimasu…it’s not for Keito-senpai”
“Eh?”
“Etou…it’s for Nakajima-senpai” the girl flushed in red. Ryosuke’s eyes widened. His chest suddenly feels so tight.
“Since you are closed with Keito-senpai and I saw you always go to music room, you get to meet Nakajima-senpai too deshou? Dakara…please help me to give this letter to Nakajima-senpai, onegaishimasu!” the girl bows as he handling the letter to him.
Unexplained irritated feeling is growing inside him. This girl who he thinks cute doesn’t look so cute anymore now. Ryosuke stares the letter for a while before he reluctantly takes the letter from her hand. The cute girl smile widely and said thank you twice before she walks away. Ryosuke is staring at the envelope on his hand emotionless. Unconsciously, his other hand grasps the other edge of the envelope and start ripping it into pieces. Then he turns around and throws every piece of the letter into the fire, watching it burn until it all gone from his sight. He bites his lower lip as his arrogant tears are starting to flow.
“I love him…”
“But it’s too late now…”
A/n: a short update for already-forgotten-fic. I’m having a hard time these past few months so this is what I can wrote for now. Gomenasai (- 、-)
This fic is coming to an end soon.
Pairing: YutoYama, OkaYama, AriJima, AriYama (friendship), OkaNoo, TaDaiki, slight YabuHika
Genre: BL, Romance, School Life, Angst
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Ryosuke is in love with the school prince Keito. He has kept his feeling for over a year. Keito’s best friend, Yuto is the second prince and Ryosuke find him a very troublesome guy. With his best friend’s encouragement, Ryosuke overcome his fear and decided to confess to Keito but with a simple mistake, his life turns upside down.
First Mistake I Second Mistake I Third Mistake I Fourth Mistake I Fifth Mistake
~6~
“What the hell are you talking about, Arioka!” Takaki clenches his fist. Just now he heard Daiki said something nonsense like they don’t have to meet anymore or whatsoever.
“Like I said, I’m with Yuto now so we don’t have to meet anymore” Daiki replied casually.
“Huh? Yuto? Since when you started to call that guy by his first name?” he asked sarcastically.
“Since we started dating” Daiki is plastering a smile which is sickening for Takaki to see.
“Stop this nonsense, Arioka! He’s just using you!”
“I’m the one who letting him…as long as I can be with him.”
“No…please, wake up!” Takaki cupped Daiki’s both cheeks but the shorter just looking at emotionless.
“This is not love! This is just your crazy obsession!”
“I love him. It’s true love not an obsession.”
“You should see yourself right now. You obsessed with him. I can obviously see that.”
“Think whatever you like to make yourself feel better” Daiki removes the taller hands from his face.
“Face it, Takaki. It’s never gonna happen between us” with that, Daiki walks away from Takaki, leaving him behind in despair.
“No…I’ll prove it to you that you’re wrong. That is not love. Your love is just for me, Arioka…”
~@@@~
Ryosuke is looking at his right hand which is entwined with Keito’s and the taller is happily swinging their hands back and forth. They are walking toward the music room and along the way people are squealing at them. Earlier, Keito personally came to his classroom to pick him up enough to make the girls screaming hysterically to have the school prince’s presence in their classroom. It has been few days since Ryosuke stop coming to the music room that’s why Keito went to pick him up. It would be trouble for him if Ryosuke won’t go to music room anymore. It will ruin his plan and today plan is he’s going to announce to his band’s members that they are officially dating.
Along the way Ryosuke keep lowering his head down, battling with his own feelings. His hand is firmly inside Keito’s grips but his heart isn’t thumping fast like he expects it to be. He agreed to go out with Keito because that is what he has been dreaming for but what he feels right now is not like someone who his dream has became true. As they are getting closer to music room, Ryosuke’s heart starts beating so fast. He’s been holding hand with his hardcore crush which is now is his boyfriend all the way to here and now only his heart started to beat faster? Does his response is that damn slow? No. Ryosuke knows the exact reason. What makes his heart pounding so fast is what beyond that door, whose face will he see. Keito looks at Ryosuke, smiling a bit before he pulls the doorknob.
“Minna~ Yama-chan and I are officially dating~” Keito blurted out as soon as they stepped inside the room.
“A-re? Yuto is not here?” Keito just realized after he scans his every member’s shocking faces but he didn’t see Yuto’s.
“Tch” Keito clicked his tongue. His big announcement goes nothing since the main audience is not in the room.
“O-oi, Keito! Yamada-kun just broke up with Yuto few days ago. Don’t you think it’s quite fast for you two to start dating?” asked Hikaru.
“Hm? I don’t see any problem with that. Yama-chan said it himself that he’s never in love with Yuto and the one he loves is me” Keito replied and Hikaru can’t argue with that since it is true. He clearly heard Ryosuke said that few days ago.
“Kota~ don’t you think this is weird?” Hikaru whines as he clinging to his boyfriend.
“Saa…” Yabu nonchalantly replied. Rather than that, he is more concern about Inoo. He turns his head to take a glimpse of Inoo behind him but the latter just keep running his fingers on the keyboard looking unaffected with the news. Yabu just smiles bitterly. He knows behind that poker face mask, Inoo is crying inside but this guy is really good in putting on a façade.
Feeling a bit disappointed, Keito grabs his guitar and plays some chords while pouting. His first plan is to tell Yuto that he’s going out with Ryosuke to provoke him but it failed today. Yuto is his childhood friend so he knows him very well. He hates it when people take away his belonging even though he doesn’t admit that something is belongs to him. “Maika~ I still can tell him tomorrow” Keito sighs. Then he averts his eyes to Ryosuke as the latter is walking toward the drum set. Ryosuke slightly touches the cymbal with his fingertips and the image of Yuto is playing with the drum passionately come across his mind. He has to admit, Yuto looks so cool and handsome every time he hits the drum. Earlier, he was quite surprised when Keito told everyone that they are dating and he quickly raised his head to look at Yuto but when he’s not around he feel relieved and somehow…a bit disappointed.
“What kind of face will he make? Will he look hurt? I want him to look hurt. I wonder why…” Ryosuke is staring blankly at the drum. It seems like his mind and soul has gone off somewhere else. Seeing that lonely face of Ryosuke, Keito curves a bitter smile. He will make Yuto bring back Ryosuke’s bright smile again, it’s a promise that he made to himself. If only Yuto could see what kind of face that Ryosuke is making because of him right now. Keito let out an annoying sigh. “Ano baka! Where the hell did he go?”
Yuto is leaning against the wall while placing his both hands at the back of his head. A cold breeze stirred his bangs but he keeps his eyes open, staring at the cloudy sky. Since he came to the rooftop, he has been admiring the sky which seems more beautiful from up here. But then his sight is blocked and he feels weight on his lap. Daiki is sitting on his lap while holding a bento. He takes a tamagoyaki using the chopsticks and brings it to Yuto’s mouth. The taller open up his mouth and let Daiki feed him like a king.
“Oishii?” asked Daiki. He’s pretty confidence with his cooking skills. He woke up early to make this bento and he really put an effort into it.
“It’s fine” Yuto coldly answered but it’s enough to make Daiki smiles in bliss.
“It will get better, I promise~” Daiki continue feeding Yuto. By looking at this extravagant bento, Yuto knows Daiki put a lot of effort to made this and plasters wrapped around few of his fingers as a prove.
“If it is him, he will never do something like this for me, not with his own will. Such as waste. I should’ve asked him to make me bento when he was still my servant. He’ll piss off for sure. Tch! Why I’m still thinking about that brat! Kuso!” Yuto ruffles his hair in sudden and making a trouble face caused Daiki furrows his brow. He could figure it out immediately why Yuto is making that face.
“Why are you still thinking about him when I’m here right in front of you?” Daiki bites his lower lip as sharp pain stabbed into his chest. He takes a piece of karaage chicken and brings it into his own mouth but he doesn’t chew it instead, he leans over Yuto and meet their lips together. Knowing what Daiki is trying to do, Yuto parted his lips and the latter pushes the chicken piece using his tongue into Yuto’s mouth. Daiki licks Yuto’s upper lip before he broke the kiss and let Yuto chews his food.
“What an interesting way to feed me” Yuto spoke after he swallowed while rubbing his bottom lip with his thumb.
“Ano ne, Yuto…you can ask me to do anything you want. I’m your slave after all” Daiki leans closer to Yuto’s ear.
“Use me…to distract yourself” he whispered, seductively. Daiki’s words strike him. That’s right. The only reason why he let Daiki clinging to him is to use him for distraction. Since he got someone who really obsessed with him in his hand, he should use him wisely. A smirk curved proudly on Yuto’s lips.
“Then feed me.”
“With pleasure~” Daiki put another piece of karaage chicken inside his mouth and repeat what he did earlier but this time, they are sharing the food inside each other wet cavern.
~@@@~
Awkward. This is totally an awkward situation. Two couples are standing in front the door of music room, wearing disbelieved look on their face. Ryosuke is holding hands with Keito while Yuto has Daiki clinging to his arm. Yuto eyes fixed on entwined hands before him, grinding his teeth to hold his burning anger, anger that he doesn’t know where the hell it is come from but then his lips curved an artificial smirk.
“Heh~ so you finally got together with the one you truly love, huh? Yokatta ne, Yamada?” said Yuto in sarcasm tone.
“Really? Yama-chan, I’m happy for you~” Daiki added. Ryosuke is completely dumbfounded. His best friend is clinging to Yuto. What the hell is happening?
“D-Dai-chan…what…what are you doing?” Ryosuke’s asked with trembling voice.
“Eh? You know him?” Keito surprised.
“I’m with Yuto now~” Daiki smiles widely.
“What are you saying? You have Taka-“
“Yama-chan, gomen” Daiki cut his sentences.
“I’ve been hiding the truth from you this entire time. I love Yuto, I always have” Daiki tightened his grip on Yuto’s arm.
Ryosuke feels like his heart is being shattered into pieces. The pain of being betrayed by his own best friend is too much for him to handle. It’s suffocating. But, is that the only reason for this pain? Ryosuke averts his eyes to Yuto and instantly his tears are threatening to fall.
“What is this?” Ryosuke clenches his shirt. It’s far more painful to look into Yuto’s cold eyes.
“Nakajima, he…he’s with someone else…it’s…hurt”
Keito holds tight Ryosuke’s hand which is still in his grip as he feels he is shuddering terribly. Keito sighs while rubbing his forehead. He didn’t expect Yuto will get someone new this fast and what worst, that guy is apparently Ryosuke’s friend. His plan is not getting any easier.
“Can we start practice now?” Yuto said nonchalantly while opening the door. Daiki is looking all excited because this is first time he could enter the music room and also proud at the same time because now not only Ryosuke who can enter this room. Keito wants to follow after them but their entwined hands made him stopped as Ryosuke doesn’t move from his stand.
“Keito…gomen. I can’t watch your practice today. I remembered I have something else to do” Ryosuke let go of Keito’s hand and walks away lifelessly.
“Yamada-kun…I’ll make Yuto come and beg for your love someday. I swear!” Keito determined.
That day, JUMP members once again received shocking news that Yuto has a new “boyfriend”. Yabu, Hikaru and Inoo could only exchange glances with a same thought in their minds; everything seems so weird. They are practicing as usual only today their special audience is not Ryosuke but Daiki instead. However, Daiki doesn’t seems so happy watching Yuto playing with the drum because he doesn’t see any coolness like he expected to see because he only see a guy who’s letting out his anger by hitting the drum roughly and regret that clearly reflected from those icy cold eyes. He averts his eyes away as he can’t stand to watch it anymore. Being completely aware of who is making Yuto behave like that is piercing hurt. It’s different for Keito though. It’s an amusing scene to watch. At least he knows Yuto is affected by his relationship with Ryosuke. His plan is not a total failure after all. It’s just a beginning…
~@@@~
Ryosuke is on class duty today and he is carrying a dustbin to school backyard. As he reached there other students just finished burning the trash and going back to their classroom so only Ryosuke left there alone. He stands in front of the fire site with the dustbin and start throwing the trash into the fire one by one. As he watches the waste paper that he throws wrinkle, turning black and shrink until only dust left inside the flame, uninvited painful memory barged into his mind. The images of Yuto and Daiki from yesterday still vivid and he can’t shrug it off no matter what he did. Why he has to be in so much pain? The answer is still unclear or…he purposely blurred his sight and mind to run away from the truth that he scared accept. Lost in his thought, he didn’t realize someone is approaching him from behind.
“Ano…Yamada-senpai deshou ne?” a cute girl with wavy browned hair appeared when Ryosuke turns around.
“Sou desu kedo?” Ryosuke replied while putting down the dustbin. By looking at that unfamiliar face, he knows she is a first year student.
“I…I heard that you are closed with Keito-senpai?”
“Maa…you can say that” Ryosuke scratches his nape. He can’t tell that girl that Keito is actually his boyfriend now.
“Etou…sono…” the girl is fidgeting before she takes out a small envelope from her pocket and Ryosuke could tell what is in that envelope, a confession letter.
“Ah~ you want me to pass this letter to Keito?” he chuckles but then he paused.
“Huh? Why I’m saying that so casually? This girl want me to pass a confession letter to my boyfriend for God’s sake, I should feel restless!”
“Chi-chigaimasu…it’s not for Keito-senpai”
“Eh?”
“Etou…it’s for Nakajima-senpai” the girl flushed in red. Ryosuke’s eyes widened. His chest suddenly feels so tight.
“Since you are closed with Keito-senpai and I saw you always go to music room, you get to meet Nakajima-senpai too deshou? Dakara…please help me to give this letter to Nakajima-senpai, onegaishimasu!” the girl bows as he handling the letter to him.
Unexplained irritated feeling is growing inside him. This girl who he thinks cute doesn’t look so cute anymore now. Ryosuke stares the letter for a while before he reluctantly takes the letter from her hand. The cute girl smile widely and said thank you twice before she walks away. Ryosuke is staring at the envelope on his hand emotionless. Unconsciously, his other hand grasps the other edge of the envelope and start ripping it into pieces. Then he turns around and throws every piece of the letter into the fire, watching it burn until it all gone from his sight. He bites his lower lip as his arrogant tears are starting to flow.
“I love him…”
“But it’s too late now…”
A/n: a short update for already-forgotten-fic. I’m having a hard time these past few months so this is what I can wrote for now. Gomenasai (- 、-)
This fic is coming to an end soon.