Our Fate Made by Mistakes - 4
Author: Nara
Pairing: YutoYama, OkaYama, AriJima, TaDaiki, AriYama (friendship)
Genre: BL, Romance, School Life
Rating: PG-15
Summary: Ryosuke is in love with the school prince Keito. He has kept his feeling for over a year. Keito’s best friend, Yuto is the second prince and Ryosuke find him a very troublesome guy. With his best friend’s encouragement, Ryosuke overcome his fear and decided to confess to Keito but with a simple mistake, his life turns upside down.
First Mistake I Second Mistake I Third Mistake
~4~
“Oi~ if you walk that slow, I’m gonna leave you behind Sukebe-san~” said Yuto playfully.
“Don’t call me Sukebe-san!!” Ryosuke screams with fierce face.
“Fufufu~” Yuto rest his both hands at the back of his head and keep walking while chuckling non-stop. Lately, Ryosuke always seems happy as he got to be close with Keito and whatever he did to piss him off, doesn’t work at all and he started to get bored. But now that he got material to tease Ryosuke and make him irritated, he got his ‘fun’ back. There’s nothing more fun than teasing Ryosuke and see that chubby face wearing annoyed expression. That is the best entertainment for him.
“Tch!” Ryosuke clicked his tongue and keep his distance from Yuto. Then he slides down Yuto’s bag from his shoulder and swings like he wants to throw that bag straight onto Yuto’s head but when the taller turns, he lowers down the bag, defeated. Since that ‘sukebe incident’ Yuto has been harassing him using his words and keep calling him Sukebe-san all the time. Like last night, Yuto send him mail written, “Don’t dream about me Sukebe-san, it’s gross” and this morning, “Sukebe-san, don’t wandering around looking for perverted man and pick me up straight away! I don’t want to be late for school.”
“Argh!” Ryosuke ruffles his hair using his both hands vigorously like a mad person. Just remembering those emails makes him burst in anger. He regrets it million times for letting Yuto took his mobile phone’s number and his email address. How many times he felt like smashing his phone into pieces every time he received Yuto’s mails and calls. Ryosuke slower his pace and let Yuto walks ahead far from him. He doesn’t want to get any closer with that guy. It’s suffocating.
“Can you walk any faster?” asked Yuto, sound a bit irritated.
“Did I ask you to wait for me? Just go ahead!”
“You’re holding my bag, if you forget.”
“God, you’re damn annoying! Look, I’m going this way. Don’t worry about your bag okay, I’ll treasure it like my own life” Ryosuke said sarcastically and then he turns to his left. There is another road he can use to go to school. He just wants to get away from Yuto as soon as possible.
“Are you sure you want to use that road? There are a lot of perverted guys in that area. No wait, you like perverted guy anyway so go, go ahead~” said Yuto, shooing Ryosuke away.
“NAKAJIMA!!” Ryosuke explodes and runs toward Yuto. He really wants to punch him right now no matter what.
“Gyahaha!” Yuto runs away while laughing and Ryosuke chases him all the way to school but thanks to Yuto’s long legs, Ryosuke can’t even touch him.
………
Ryosuke throws his bag on the table before he dropped himself on his seat and breathing heavily from the running. At the end, he didn’t manage to catch Yuto and his desire to punch his face just goes wasted. Even when he threw Yuto’s bag with all his might, the taller caught it perfectly and said “Nice throw” proudly while putting his thumbs up.
“Aah! Mukatsuku!!” Ryosuke scratches the back of his head roughly. Just thinking about that annoying guy makes him angry.
“Yama-chan, doushita no?” asked Daiki, wondering what happened to his best friend.
“Do you know how to kill people and no one will know about it?”
“E-eh?” Daiki is a bit surprised with his question.
“I want to kill that guy so bad, stab him hundred times in every inch of his body and let his corpse rotten stink in the middle of nowhere and…and…and get eaten by birds!” Ryosuke punches the table with his fist.
“Y-Yama-chan, pull yourself together. Who are you talking about?”
“Who else? Of course that bastard Nakajima!”
“Don’t call him bastard” that’s what Daiki wanted to say but nothing come out from his mouth. Even though Ryosuke seems to hate Yuto a lot, jealousy still piercing through his heart as Ryosuke got to be near to Yuto all the time compared to him, Yuto might not even know his name.
“He can’t be that bad right?”
“Dai-chan, he’s a total jerk! I’m tired of being his servant!”
“Then can I switch my place with you? I don’t mind being his servant.”
“But you have to keep being his servant if you want to stay close with Keito” said Daiki, contradictory with his true feelings.
“Gosh, the fact that what you’re saying is true makes me pissed. Dai-chan~ doushio~?” Ryosuke whines like a little kid.
“What else you can do? You just need to suck it up” Daiki with irritated tone and open up his textbook. He doesn’t want to hear about Yuto from Ryosuke’s complain anymore. Right now, he’s not feeling sorry for Ryosuke even a bit. All he can feels is pain.
“Mou~ you’re not helping at all” Ryosuke drops his cheek on the table and let out a long sigh. Daiki has a point. As mush as he hates Yuto, he need to bear with him for Keito. But for how long he has to put up with all this? He gets to be with Keito everyday like he wanted but that’s not enough. He wants Keito to know about his feelings toward him. That’s what he actually wants before he screwed up the letter which he gave to the wrong person. And now because of his stupid mistake, he is being used by Yuto who treat him nothing but as his toy. It’s not that he never thought of escaping himself from Yuto by telling Keito the truth but to imagine what will Yuto do to him if he tells Keito makes him shivers. He is not only hates Yuto but he also scared of him. Yuto makes him feel like his life is in his palm. He is the only one who can give what he wants - Keito and the thought of Yuto can control him because of that makes him scared. However, he can’t be like this until it’s too late.
“Kuso…” Ryosuke mutters. Because of what happened with Yuto earlier, Ryosuke’s mood becomes worst for the entire day.
During lunch period, at the music room…
“Yuto, where is your cute ‘girlfriend’? He’s not coming today?” asked Keito as he doesn’t see Ryosuke around.
“Saa…” Yuto replied nonchalantly while chewing his kare pan which Ryosuke left it on his desk earlier together with a note written, “I’m not coming to music room today. I don’t want to see your face!” After Yuto read the note, he smirked then crumpled the note before he tossed it straight into the dustbin. It’s pretty rare for Ryosuke to not come and see his beloved Keito. He’s probably really mad at him because he teased him too much this morning. Well, not that Yuto cares about it anyway. Tomorrow is their battle of the bands and they need to practice hard today. Having that chibi in this room is just a nuisance for him.
“Are you guys fighting?” asked Yabu while holding his guitar.
“Heh~ lover’s quarrel?” said Hikaru with grin on his face.
“Whatever” Yuto rolls his eyes and takes his position behind the drum set after he finished eating.
“Yuto, treat him nicer will ya?” Keito nags.
“Sou da yo. You seem so cold toward Yamada-kun. Is he really your lover?” said Inoo.
“Ah, mou! Can we start practice already?” Yuto scratches the back of his head, feeling so annoyed with all these questions. Now is not the time to worry about that chibi. They have battles tomorrow and that is more important. They won the first place last year and he wants to keep that throne. Above all things in the world, he hates to lose.
“Hai, hai” Keito surrendered. He understands Yuto the most. He knows this battle is important to him.
Meanwhile, at the classroom…
“A-ah~ tsumannai…” Ryosuke is resting his chin on the table while looking at his bento. Since he’s not going to music room today he’s all alone. Daiki is having lunch with Takaki as usual. It has become his habit when every time Takaki invites Daiki to have lunch with him, he will excuse himself to give space to them as he doesn’t want to get in their way.
“Ano baka! Because of him I can’t see Keito today!” Ryosuke clicked his tongue. Only God knows how much he misses Keito and he’s fighting his urge so hard from going to the music room right now. As much as he wants to see Keito, he doesn’t want to be in the same room with Yuto. If he does, he will lose his control from punching that guy’s face. Ryosuke grabs his bento and walk out from the classroom. He needs to get some fresh air.
Ryosuke is walking behind the library’s building. He can’t eat his bento at the rooftop because he knew Daiki and Takaki are there. Behind the building there is a small yard and a quite place where he can eat his bento peacefully and he can take a nap after that. His feet stop from walking when he suddenly heard a voice from far. He peeks behind the wall and saw two yankee guys with a girl. That girl obviously looks scared. Then he saw the girl gives her wallet to those guys with her shaking hand.
“Nani kore? There’s not so much of money in here. We picked a poor girl” said one of the guys in kansai dialect.
”Oi, what else do you got?” said another guy while tugging the girl’s collar.
“I…I…d-don’t have a-anything left” said the girl with trembling voice.
“Jya…let we ‘have’ you” said the guy while gripping her chin and leaning closer.
“Let her go!” Ryosuke shouts and both of the guys turn their head to him.
“Oi, chibi! You better get your ass out of here before we beat you up” said the guy.
“Are you deaf? I said, let-her-go” Ryosuke gives them a death glare. Hearing that, the tall guy removes his hand from her chin and both of them are walking toward Ryosuke with fierce face.
“Teme o bukkorusu!” said the taller, punching his fist against his palm.
“I'm warning you, my mood is very bad right now” replied Ryosuke while smirking. Because of Yuto he feels like punching someone and he has come to the right place where he can let out his anger.
“Uryah!” the taller throw a punch to Ryosuke but he dodges it and kneed his stomach very hard.
“Bwaargh!” the guy clutches his stomach and fell on the ground. Then his friend rushes toward Ryosuke and swing his right leg but Ryosuke put up his arm to block the kick. The yankee guy throw a punch but Ryosuke grabs his fist, smirking before he punches the yankee’s face. The guy stumble back holding his bleeding mouth and Ryosuke finish him with a roundhouse kick. Both of the guys are now lying on the ground while Ryosuke still standing, not even a cut on his body.
“Weaklings!” Ryosuke scoffs. Then he walks toward the girl who is still dumbfounded.
“Daijoubu?” he asked, offering his hand to the girl and help her to stands up.
“U-un. A-arigatou” the girl bows a little before she walks away.
“Ahh~ I feel refreshed~” Ryosuke stretches his arms. It feels so good after he beat up those guys. Despite his girly look, he still can fight one or two guys by himself but those yankees are surprisingly weak. He looks at the two figures lying vulnerably on the ground for the last time before he pick up his uneaten bento and going back to his class.
“A-ano y-yarou…he’s gonna p-pay for thi-” said the yankee before he totally pass out.
*******
Today the battle of the bands has finally come. During the third period, the contestants from other schools starting to arrived one by one and the environment filled with excitement. After the third period, the students are allowed to watch the battle at the school hall. Peoples in the class are not so focus to whatever teacher is teaching at the front. They are hoping for the third period will end faster and obviously, one student who the most excited among all is Ryosuke.
“Dai-chan, mite~” Ryosuke shows his uchiwa to Daiki.
“Keito is the best. I love you. Are you sure about that? Keito will find it weird if he saw that. I mean, you should be cheering for Nakajima right?” Daiki frowns.
“I’ve decided that I’m gonna tell Keito the truth after the competition.”
“Huh?” Daiki’s eyes widened in surprised.
“I’m not letting Nakajima to control my life anymore. I’m sick of it.”
“But don’t you feel worried what he will do to you if you try to escape? I thought you were scared of him.”
“I am. I’m annoyingly scared of him but I can’t be like this forever. I want Keito to know my feelings, whatever it takes. I don’t care what Nakajima will do to me as long as Keito know that he is the one that I love this entire time. Even though he rejects me, I don’t mind. I just…don’t to have any regret for the rest of my life by not telling him how I feel.”
“Ma…it’s your decision. Whatever you do, I’ll support you” said Daiki while smiling. To be truth, this is the first time Daiki ever smile honestly since Ryosuke get involved with Yuto. He is actually feel relief that Ryosuke will tell Keito the truth. With that, they don’t have to pretend as lover anymore. The pain that has been tormenting his heart will finally end.
“Arigatou, Dai-chan…”
*Criiiing!!*
And the long-awaited bell is finally ringing…
Everyone is walking toward the school hall excitedly when a first year student suddenly called Rysouke.
“Yamada-senpai, Hideki-sensei asked you to meet him at the Student Council’s room.”
“Eeh?? Right now? The battle is almost starting!” Ryosuke complains but his kouhai only shrugs his shoulders before he excuses himself.
“Yama-chan, you better go. What if it’s important?” said Daiki.
“Ah, mou~ wakatta yo. You go first okay? I’ll meet you there.”
“Okay.”
………
Ryosuke is stepping toward the Student Council’s room in hurry. He feels so irritated because he already halfway to the school hall and now he have to turns back. Plus, the room is quite far from the school hall for sure. Right now the hallway seems so quite because all students and already went to the school hall. The teachers probably have went there too so why Hideki-sensei wants to meet him at this time? Ryosuke knocks the door after he reached the Student Council’s room but no one is answering.
“Hideki-sensei?” Ryosuke called but he doesn’t hear a voice from inside. He pulls the doorknob but the door seems locked.
“What the hell?” Ryosuke confused. He was told to meet Hideki-sensei here but he is not around and the room is locked.
“Yamada-kun~”
Ryosuke heard someone called his name and he turns to his side. He frowns as he saw the guy in front of him is yankee guy that he beat yesterday.
“You tricked me?” Ryosuke clenches his fist as he built up with anger. He came all the way to here when the battle probably have started now just for nothing?
“You really think we gonna let you go just like that after what happened yesterday?”
“What the hell do you want from me, huh?”
“You’ll know” the yankee guy smirks and suddenly two guys appeared behind Ryosuke, grabbing his both arms, one of the guy covers Ryosuke’s mouth so he can’t make any sound and they forcefully dragging him to somewhere…
………
Yuto peeks at the audience between the stage’s curtains, searching for Ryosuke’s figure. Their turn is coming up next but Ryosuke still haven’t show up until now. It’s weird. It’s totally weird. Ryosuke is the most excited one to watch his beloved Keito perform today, he should be the first person who arrived in this hall. Yuto takes out his cell phone and tries to call Ryosuke again. He has been trying to call Ryosuke like a hundred times already but he’s not answering any of his calls.
“Yuto, where is Yama-chan? He’s not coming?” asked Keito, wondering why Yuto’s lover isn’t here yet.
“I’m not sure. He’s not picking up” Yuto still holding the cell phone against his ear but he only hear a ringing.
“Are you two still fighting? Mou~ he should come and cheering for us” said Hikaru, crossing his arms.
Yuto stares at his cell phone while frowning.
“I have bad feelings about this.”
………
Ryosuke now is in the store room, surrounded by five guys. Two guys pinned his both hands on the floor, one guy hold his legs. Ryosuke is struggling to release himself but they are too strong and his strength alone is not enough. In front of him, one tall guy and his yankee friend that he beat up yesterday are laughing at him. Ryosuke’s cell phone has been ringing all the time. The blond guy who is pinning Ryosuke’s left hand takes out his phone from his pocket.
“Katsuragi” the blond guy throws the cell phone toward the yankee guy. Katsuragi looks at the caller name on the screen, it shows “Jerk” and he chuckles.
“This ‘Jerk’ is he a friend of yours?” asked Katsuragi while showing the screen in front of Ryosuke.
“Nakajima!” Ryosuke thought but he’s not answering Katsuragi’s question.
“Well, whoever he is he can’t help you either” he takes out the battery and throws the cell phone on the floor.
“Let me go you son of a bitch!” Ryosuke shouts but the tall guy kicks his stomach.
“Damare” he said.
“Careful, Kenji. Don’t make him bleed” Katsuragi crouches in front of Ryosuke and grabs his chin then he moves Ryosuke’s face left and right.
“You are pretty” he smirks.
“Strip him!”
Ryosuke’s eyes widened. Kenji opens wide his unbuttoned blazer, then he pulls of Ryosuke’s tie and tear off his shirt roughly causing few buttons fall and bouncing on the floor.
“Such a beautiful skin” Kenji slides his palm against Ryosuke’s bare chest.
“Get your filthy hands off me!” Ryosuke struggles but he can’t move an inch. Kenji leans over and licks Ryosuke’s neck.
“No...s-stop” Ryosuke’s is voice is shaking and his body trembling in fear. Katsuragi smirks evilly looking at those teary eyes. He start unbuckling Ryosuke’s belt while licking his navel. Ryosuke is terrified.
“Stop…it’s disgusting…someone…someone…please help me” Ryosuke shuts his eyes tight. Those filthy hands roaming all over his body disgusts him, the voices of peoples laughing makes his head spinning. He can’t fight against five peoples. He can’t escape. All he can do is pray for someone will come and help him. He’s hoping someone will find him and the only name he can think of in his mind is -
A loud bam come from the door as it being kicked open makes those guys jolted in surprise. Ryosuke opens his eyes and saw the person he was hoping for is standing in front of them.
”Nakajima!” Ryosuke screams desperately.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Yuto is stepping inside the store. Dark aura surrounds him and his eyes filled with fierce. Then Katsuragi stands up and walks toward Yuto.
“Who the fuck are yo- “ before Katsuragi can even finish his sentence, Yuto kicks his face and his body thrown onto the wall. He’s not moving after that, totally knockout. Witnessing that, Kenji gulped his saliva and the other guys got scared. They slowly release Ryosuke’s hands and legs.
“Only I can screw up that boy. He’s my property. Before I break every bone in your body and the pains you feel make you wish to die…fuck off” said Yuto with evil face, send shivers down to their spines. Without wasting time, they all running away like chickens. Yuto helps Ryosuke to stands on his feet. His body is still shaking and tears streaming down on his cheeks. Yuto grits his teeth looking at Ryosuke’s shirt which most of the buttons already torn off so he fixes Ryosuke’s blazer to cover his bare chest.
“Are you okay?” Yuto brushes aside Ryosuke’s sticky bangs and Ryosuke immediately wraps his arms around Yuto’s, burying his face on Yuto’s chest and he continues crying. Yuto blinks his eyes for a couple times but seeing Ryosuke in such state, his hands moves by itself, wrapping Ryosuke’s shoulders safely in his arms.
“Hey, it’s okay, it’s okay. Everything is fine. I’m here” Yuto caresses Ryosuke’s hair softly.
“What am I saying? Why I’m treating him gently?”
Ryosuke is clenching tight of Yuto’s shirt. He feels safe in Yuto’s arms. His warm hand caressing his hair makes him calm and he stops crying.
“Nakajima…” his name slip out from Ryosuke’s lips unconsciously.
“What is this? Why I feel so safe in his arms? Why…I don’t want to let go. I…I don’t want him to let go of me…”
“Nakajima…”
“Why I can’t stop calling his name?”
Yuto runs his fingers through Ryosuke’s hair and tightened the hug.
“Why my heart beating so fast each time he calls my name?”
“I’m here…” Yuto whispers softly into Ryosuke’s ear and Ryosuke snuggles closer, burying his lips in Yuto’s shirt, inhaling Yuto’s sweet scent that he never know before.
“This heartbeat…it’s so loud…is it his or mine?”
Yuto is planting chaste kisses on Ryosuke's hair. Somehow, he have a strong feeling to protect this guy. He doesn't want to see Ryosuke cry anymore.
“I don't understand. What is happening to me?”
While the two of them are fighting with their confusing feelings, inside the school hall everyone is disappointed because JUMP band never show up on the stage until the battle end…
a/n: when was the last time I updated this fic? fufufu~ gomen. something bad happened to me recently but when I write, I forgot my problem XD
Pairing: YutoYama, OkaYama, AriJima, TaDaiki, AriYama (friendship)
Genre: BL, Romance, School Life
Rating: PG-15
Summary: Ryosuke is in love with the school prince Keito. He has kept his feeling for over a year. Keito’s best friend, Yuto is the second prince and Ryosuke find him a very troublesome guy. With his best friend’s encouragement, Ryosuke overcome his fear and decided to confess to Keito but with a simple mistake, his life turns upside down.
First Mistake I Second Mistake I Third Mistake
~4~
“Oi~ if you walk that slow, I’m gonna leave you behind Sukebe-san~” said Yuto playfully.
“Don’t call me Sukebe-san!!” Ryosuke screams with fierce face.
“Fufufu~” Yuto rest his both hands at the back of his head and keep walking while chuckling non-stop. Lately, Ryosuke always seems happy as he got to be close with Keito and whatever he did to piss him off, doesn’t work at all and he started to get bored. But now that he got material to tease Ryosuke and make him irritated, he got his ‘fun’ back. There’s nothing more fun than teasing Ryosuke and see that chubby face wearing annoyed expression. That is the best entertainment for him.
“Tch!” Ryosuke clicked his tongue and keep his distance from Yuto. Then he slides down Yuto’s bag from his shoulder and swings like he wants to throw that bag straight onto Yuto’s head but when the taller turns, he lowers down the bag, defeated. Since that ‘sukebe incident’ Yuto has been harassing him using his words and keep calling him Sukebe-san all the time. Like last night, Yuto send him mail written, “Don’t dream about me Sukebe-san, it’s gross” and this morning, “Sukebe-san, don’t wandering around looking for perverted man and pick me up straight away! I don’t want to be late for school.”
“Argh!” Ryosuke ruffles his hair using his both hands vigorously like a mad person. Just remembering those emails makes him burst in anger. He regrets it million times for letting Yuto took his mobile phone’s number and his email address. How many times he felt like smashing his phone into pieces every time he received Yuto’s mails and calls. Ryosuke slower his pace and let Yuto walks ahead far from him. He doesn’t want to get any closer with that guy. It’s suffocating.
“Can you walk any faster?” asked Yuto, sound a bit irritated.
“Did I ask you to wait for me? Just go ahead!”
“You’re holding my bag, if you forget.”
“God, you’re damn annoying! Look, I’m going this way. Don’t worry about your bag okay, I’ll treasure it like my own life” Ryosuke said sarcastically and then he turns to his left. There is another road he can use to go to school. He just wants to get away from Yuto as soon as possible.
“Are you sure you want to use that road? There are a lot of perverted guys in that area. No wait, you like perverted guy anyway so go, go ahead~” said Yuto, shooing Ryosuke away.
“NAKAJIMA!!” Ryosuke explodes and runs toward Yuto. He really wants to punch him right now no matter what.
“Gyahaha!” Yuto runs away while laughing and Ryosuke chases him all the way to school but thanks to Yuto’s long legs, Ryosuke can’t even touch him.
………
Ryosuke throws his bag on the table before he dropped himself on his seat and breathing heavily from the running. At the end, he didn’t manage to catch Yuto and his desire to punch his face just goes wasted. Even when he threw Yuto’s bag with all his might, the taller caught it perfectly and said “Nice throw” proudly while putting his thumbs up.
“Aah! Mukatsuku!!” Ryosuke scratches the back of his head roughly. Just thinking about that annoying guy makes him angry.
“Yama-chan, doushita no?” asked Daiki, wondering what happened to his best friend.
“Do you know how to kill people and no one will know about it?”
“E-eh?” Daiki is a bit surprised with his question.
“I want to kill that guy so bad, stab him hundred times in every inch of his body and let his corpse rotten stink in the middle of nowhere and…and…and get eaten by birds!” Ryosuke punches the table with his fist.
“Y-Yama-chan, pull yourself together. Who are you talking about?”
“Who else? Of course that bastard Nakajima!”
“Don’t call him bastard” that’s what Daiki wanted to say but nothing come out from his mouth. Even though Ryosuke seems to hate Yuto a lot, jealousy still piercing through his heart as Ryosuke got to be near to Yuto all the time compared to him, Yuto might not even know his name.
“He can’t be that bad right?”
“Dai-chan, he’s a total jerk! I’m tired of being his servant!”
“Then can I switch my place with you? I don’t mind being his servant.”
“But you have to keep being his servant if you want to stay close with Keito” said Daiki, contradictory with his true feelings.
“Gosh, the fact that what you’re saying is true makes me pissed. Dai-chan~ doushio~?” Ryosuke whines like a little kid.
“What else you can do? You just need to suck it up” Daiki with irritated tone and open up his textbook. He doesn’t want to hear about Yuto from Ryosuke’s complain anymore. Right now, he’s not feeling sorry for Ryosuke even a bit. All he can feels is pain.
“Mou~ you’re not helping at all” Ryosuke drops his cheek on the table and let out a long sigh. Daiki has a point. As mush as he hates Yuto, he need to bear with him for Keito. But for how long he has to put up with all this? He gets to be with Keito everyday like he wanted but that’s not enough. He wants Keito to know about his feelings toward him. That’s what he actually wants before he screwed up the letter which he gave to the wrong person. And now because of his stupid mistake, he is being used by Yuto who treat him nothing but as his toy. It’s not that he never thought of escaping himself from Yuto by telling Keito the truth but to imagine what will Yuto do to him if he tells Keito makes him shivers. He is not only hates Yuto but he also scared of him. Yuto makes him feel like his life is in his palm. He is the only one who can give what he wants - Keito and the thought of Yuto can control him because of that makes him scared. However, he can’t be like this until it’s too late.
“Kuso…” Ryosuke mutters. Because of what happened with Yuto earlier, Ryosuke’s mood becomes worst for the entire day.
During lunch period, at the music room…
“Yuto, where is your cute ‘girlfriend’? He’s not coming today?” asked Keito as he doesn’t see Ryosuke around.
“Saa…” Yuto replied nonchalantly while chewing his kare pan which Ryosuke left it on his desk earlier together with a note written, “I’m not coming to music room today. I don’t want to see your face!” After Yuto read the note, he smirked then crumpled the note before he tossed it straight into the dustbin. It’s pretty rare for Ryosuke to not come and see his beloved Keito. He’s probably really mad at him because he teased him too much this morning. Well, not that Yuto cares about it anyway. Tomorrow is their battle of the bands and they need to practice hard today. Having that chibi in this room is just a nuisance for him.
“Are you guys fighting?” asked Yabu while holding his guitar.
“Heh~ lover’s quarrel?” said Hikaru with grin on his face.
“Whatever” Yuto rolls his eyes and takes his position behind the drum set after he finished eating.
“Yuto, treat him nicer will ya?” Keito nags.
“Sou da yo. You seem so cold toward Yamada-kun. Is he really your lover?” said Inoo.
“Ah, mou! Can we start practice already?” Yuto scratches the back of his head, feeling so annoyed with all these questions. Now is not the time to worry about that chibi. They have battles tomorrow and that is more important. They won the first place last year and he wants to keep that throne. Above all things in the world, he hates to lose.
“Hai, hai” Keito surrendered. He understands Yuto the most. He knows this battle is important to him.
Meanwhile, at the classroom…
“A-ah~ tsumannai…” Ryosuke is resting his chin on the table while looking at his bento. Since he’s not going to music room today he’s all alone. Daiki is having lunch with Takaki as usual. It has become his habit when every time Takaki invites Daiki to have lunch with him, he will excuse himself to give space to them as he doesn’t want to get in their way.
“Ano baka! Because of him I can’t see Keito today!” Ryosuke clicked his tongue. Only God knows how much he misses Keito and he’s fighting his urge so hard from going to the music room right now. As much as he wants to see Keito, he doesn’t want to be in the same room with Yuto. If he does, he will lose his control from punching that guy’s face. Ryosuke grabs his bento and walk out from the classroom. He needs to get some fresh air.
Ryosuke is walking behind the library’s building. He can’t eat his bento at the rooftop because he knew Daiki and Takaki are there. Behind the building there is a small yard and a quite place where he can eat his bento peacefully and he can take a nap after that. His feet stop from walking when he suddenly heard a voice from far. He peeks behind the wall and saw two yankee guys with a girl. That girl obviously looks scared. Then he saw the girl gives her wallet to those guys with her shaking hand.
“Nani kore? There’s not so much of money in here. We picked a poor girl” said one of the guys in kansai dialect.
”Oi, what else do you got?” said another guy while tugging the girl’s collar.
“I…I…d-don’t have a-anything left” said the girl with trembling voice.
“Jya…let we ‘have’ you” said the guy while gripping her chin and leaning closer.
“Let her go!” Ryosuke shouts and both of the guys turn their head to him.
“Oi, chibi! You better get your ass out of here before we beat you up” said the guy.
“Are you deaf? I said, let-her-go” Ryosuke gives them a death glare. Hearing that, the tall guy removes his hand from her chin and both of them are walking toward Ryosuke with fierce face.
“Teme o bukkorusu!” said the taller, punching his fist against his palm.
“I'm warning you, my mood is very bad right now” replied Ryosuke while smirking. Because of Yuto he feels like punching someone and he has come to the right place where he can let out his anger.
“Uryah!” the taller throw a punch to Ryosuke but he dodges it and kneed his stomach very hard.
“Bwaargh!” the guy clutches his stomach and fell on the ground. Then his friend rushes toward Ryosuke and swing his right leg but Ryosuke put up his arm to block the kick. The yankee guy throw a punch but Ryosuke grabs his fist, smirking before he punches the yankee’s face. The guy stumble back holding his bleeding mouth and Ryosuke finish him with a roundhouse kick. Both of the guys are now lying on the ground while Ryosuke still standing, not even a cut on his body.
“Weaklings!” Ryosuke scoffs. Then he walks toward the girl who is still dumbfounded.
“Daijoubu?” he asked, offering his hand to the girl and help her to stands up.
“U-un. A-arigatou” the girl bows a little before she walks away.
“Ahh~ I feel refreshed~” Ryosuke stretches his arms. It feels so good after he beat up those guys. Despite his girly look, he still can fight one or two guys by himself but those yankees are surprisingly weak. He looks at the two figures lying vulnerably on the ground for the last time before he pick up his uneaten bento and going back to his class.
“A-ano y-yarou…he’s gonna p-pay for thi-” said the yankee before he totally pass out.
*******
Today the battle of the bands has finally come. During the third period, the contestants from other schools starting to arrived one by one and the environment filled with excitement. After the third period, the students are allowed to watch the battle at the school hall. Peoples in the class are not so focus to whatever teacher is teaching at the front. They are hoping for the third period will end faster and obviously, one student who the most excited among all is Ryosuke.
“Dai-chan, mite~” Ryosuke shows his uchiwa to Daiki.
“Keito is the best. I love you. Are you sure about that? Keito will find it weird if he saw that. I mean, you should be cheering for Nakajima right?” Daiki frowns.
“I’ve decided that I’m gonna tell Keito the truth after the competition.”
“Huh?” Daiki’s eyes widened in surprised.
“I’m not letting Nakajima to control my life anymore. I’m sick of it.”
“But don’t you feel worried what he will do to you if you try to escape? I thought you were scared of him.”
“I am. I’m annoyingly scared of him but I can’t be like this forever. I want Keito to know my feelings, whatever it takes. I don’t care what Nakajima will do to me as long as Keito know that he is the one that I love this entire time. Even though he rejects me, I don’t mind. I just…don’t to have any regret for the rest of my life by not telling him how I feel.”
“Ma…it’s your decision. Whatever you do, I’ll support you” said Daiki while smiling. To be truth, this is the first time Daiki ever smile honestly since Ryosuke get involved with Yuto. He is actually feel relief that Ryosuke will tell Keito the truth. With that, they don’t have to pretend as lover anymore. The pain that has been tormenting his heart will finally end.
“Arigatou, Dai-chan…”
*Criiiing!!*
And the long-awaited bell is finally ringing…
Everyone is walking toward the school hall excitedly when a first year student suddenly called Rysouke.
“Yamada-senpai, Hideki-sensei asked you to meet him at the Student Council’s room.”
“Eeh?? Right now? The battle is almost starting!” Ryosuke complains but his kouhai only shrugs his shoulders before he excuses himself.
“Yama-chan, you better go. What if it’s important?” said Daiki.
“Ah, mou~ wakatta yo. You go first okay? I’ll meet you there.”
“Okay.”
………
Ryosuke is stepping toward the Student Council’s room in hurry. He feels so irritated because he already halfway to the school hall and now he have to turns back. Plus, the room is quite far from the school hall for sure. Right now the hallway seems so quite because all students and already went to the school hall. The teachers probably have went there too so why Hideki-sensei wants to meet him at this time? Ryosuke knocks the door after he reached the Student Council’s room but no one is answering.
“Hideki-sensei?” Ryosuke called but he doesn’t hear a voice from inside. He pulls the doorknob but the door seems locked.
“What the hell?” Ryosuke confused. He was told to meet Hideki-sensei here but he is not around and the room is locked.
“Yamada-kun~”
Ryosuke heard someone called his name and he turns to his side. He frowns as he saw the guy in front of him is yankee guy that he beat yesterday.
“You tricked me?” Ryosuke clenches his fist as he built up with anger. He came all the way to here when the battle probably have started now just for nothing?
“You really think we gonna let you go just like that after what happened yesterday?”
“What the hell do you want from me, huh?”
“You’ll know” the yankee guy smirks and suddenly two guys appeared behind Ryosuke, grabbing his both arms, one of the guy covers Ryosuke’s mouth so he can’t make any sound and they forcefully dragging him to somewhere…
………
Yuto peeks at the audience between the stage’s curtains, searching for Ryosuke’s figure. Their turn is coming up next but Ryosuke still haven’t show up until now. It’s weird. It’s totally weird. Ryosuke is the most excited one to watch his beloved Keito perform today, he should be the first person who arrived in this hall. Yuto takes out his cell phone and tries to call Ryosuke again. He has been trying to call Ryosuke like a hundred times already but he’s not answering any of his calls.
“Yuto, where is Yama-chan? He’s not coming?” asked Keito, wondering why Yuto’s lover isn’t here yet.
“I’m not sure. He’s not picking up” Yuto still holding the cell phone against his ear but he only hear a ringing.
“Are you two still fighting? Mou~ he should come and cheering for us” said Hikaru, crossing his arms.
Yuto stares at his cell phone while frowning.
“I have bad feelings about this.”
………
Ryosuke now is in the store room, surrounded by five guys. Two guys pinned his both hands on the floor, one guy hold his legs. Ryosuke is struggling to release himself but they are too strong and his strength alone is not enough. In front of him, one tall guy and his yankee friend that he beat up yesterday are laughing at him. Ryosuke’s cell phone has been ringing all the time. The blond guy who is pinning Ryosuke’s left hand takes out his phone from his pocket.
“Katsuragi” the blond guy throws the cell phone toward the yankee guy. Katsuragi looks at the caller name on the screen, it shows “Jerk” and he chuckles.
“This ‘Jerk’ is he a friend of yours?” asked Katsuragi while showing the screen in front of Ryosuke.
“Nakajima!” Ryosuke thought but he’s not answering Katsuragi’s question.
“Well, whoever he is he can’t help you either” he takes out the battery and throws the cell phone on the floor.
“Let me go you son of a bitch!” Ryosuke shouts but the tall guy kicks his stomach.
“Damare” he said.
“Careful, Kenji. Don’t make him bleed” Katsuragi crouches in front of Ryosuke and grabs his chin then he moves Ryosuke’s face left and right.
“You are pretty” he smirks.
“Strip him!”
Ryosuke’s eyes widened. Kenji opens wide his unbuttoned blazer, then he pulls of Ryosuke’s tie and tear off his shirt roughly causing few buttons fall and bouncing on the floor.
“Such a beautiful skin” Kenji slides his palm against Ryosuke’s bare chest.
“Get your filthy hands off me!” Ryosuke struggles but he can’t move an inch. Kenji leans over and licks Ryosuke’s neck.
“No...s-stop” Ryosuke’s is voice is shaking and his body trembling in fear. Katsuragi smirks evilly looking at those teary eyes. He start unbuckling Ryosuke’s belt while licking his navel. Ryosuke is terrified.
“Stop…it’s disgusting…someone…someone…please help me” Ryosuke shuts his eyes tight. Those filthy hands roaming all over his body disgusts him, the voices of peoples laughing makes his head spinning. He can’t fight against five peoples. He can’t escape. All he can do is pray for someone will come and help him. He’s hoping someone will find him and the only name he can think of in his mind is -
A loud bam come from the door as it being kicked open makes those guys jolted in surprise. Ryosuke opens his eyes and saw the person he was hoping for is standing in front of them.
”Nakajima!” Ryosuke screams desperately.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Yuto is stepping inside the store. Dark aura surrounds him and his eyes filled with fierce. Then Katsuragi stands up and walks toward Yuto.
“Who the fuck are yo- “ before Katsuragi can even finish his sentence, Yuto kicks his face and his body thrown onto the wall. He’s not moving after that, totally knockout. Witnessing that, Kenji gulped his saliva and the other guys got scared. They slowly release Ryosuke’s hands and legs.
“Only I can screw up that boy. He’s my property. Before I break every bone in your body and the pains you feel make you wish to die…fuck off” said Yuto with evil face, send shivers down to their spines. Without wasting time, they all running away like chickens. Yuto helps Ryosuke to stands on his feet. His body is still shaking and tears streaming down on his cheeks. Yuto grits his teeth looking at Ryosuke’s shirt which most of the buttons already torn off so he fixes Ryosuke’s blazer to cover his bare chest.
“Are you okay?” Yuto brushes aside Ryosuke’s sticky bangs and Ryosuke immediately wraps his arms around Yuto’s, burying his face on Yuto’s chest and he continues crying. Yuto blinks his eyes for a couple times but seeing Ryosuke in such state, his hands moves by itself, wrapping Ryosuke’s shoulders safely in his arms.
“Hey, it’s okay, it’s okay. Everything is fine. I’m here” Yuto caresses Ryosuke’s hair softly.
“What am I saying? Why I’m treating him gently?”
Ryosuke is clenching tight of Yuto’s shirt. He feels safe in Yuto’s arms. His warm hand caressing his hair makes him calm and he stops crying.
“Nakajima…” his name slip out from Ryosuke’s lips unconsciously.
“What is this? Why I feel so safe in his arms? Why…I don’t want to let go. I…I don’t want him to let go of me…”
“Nakajima…”
“Why I can’t stop calling his name?”
Yuto runs his fingers through Ryosuke’s hair and tightened the hug.
“Why my heart beating so fast each time he calls my name?”
“I’m here…” Yuto whispers softly into Ryosuke’s ear and Ryosuke snuggles closer, burying his lips in Yuto’s shirt, inhaling Yuto’s sweet scent that he never know before.
“This heartbeat…it’s so loud…is it his or mine?”
Yuto is planting chaste kisses on Ryosuke's hair. Somehow, he have a strong feeling to protect this guy. He doesn't want to see Ryosuke cry anymore.
“I don't understand. What is happening to me?”
While the two of them are fighting with their confusing feelings, inside the school hall everyone is disappointed because JUMP band never show up on the stage until the battle end…
a/n: when was the last time I updated this fic? fufufu~ gomen. something bad happened to me recently but when I write, I forgot my problem XD