Book of Feelings
Author: Nara
Pairing: YutoYama
Rating: PG
Summary: Yuto’s present for Yama-chan’ birthday.
For the Most Special Person in My Life
This is My Present for You …
Yama-chan,
Gomen, because we are too busy with our concert this is the only thing that I can come out within the short time (= =’’) but I made this with all my heart, believe me XD
I know we have been dating for almost two years now but there are a lot of things that I haven’t told you.
You remember this picture? We were so young at that time ne ^0^ even though I was just a kid, but I already understand what love is because back then…I already fell in love with you…
It’s weird isn’t it? How a kid like me could think of protecting you with all my life and I want to stay by your side until the end of my life (laugh) but at that time, you didn’t know how I feel toward you. For you, I was only your bestfriend and because I didn’t want to ruin our friendships, I buried my feelings deep inside of me.
But I don’t mind as long as we can play together, laugh together, sing together, go home together, that’s enough for me. Being able to see your smile everyday, that’s all I wished for. I was grateful to be in jimushou because there is you and I could stay by your side even though as a bestfriend.
And then it’s like Kami-sama being kind to me, we got to act together again in Risou no Musoko dorama. I was so happy \(^0^)/ it has been a long time since we acted together in Scrap Teacher.
I felt like we were getting closer than before since we spend more time together during the shooting and because within JUMP, only two of us in this dorama made me felt I’m special. Silly right? (laugh)
I cherished every moment that we spend together and of course I cherished the moment where I got to see your cosplay in those cute outfits XD. I love the cute dress that you wore in first episode and the wedding dress in the last episode by the way. I didn’t put those pictures in this book because those pictures are only for me to keep fufufu~
Demo ne, because of that dorama my feelings towards you became deeper and I was afraid if I can’t hold my feelings anymore. I was trying so hard to suppress my feelings and not to make it obvious. But the truth is, I was being coward. I don’t have courage to confess to you because I’m afraid to get hurt, to get rejected. Gomen ne, Yama-chan.
Yama-chan, do you know? Among all of our pairing pictures I love this picture the most! We look like a cute married couple ne? XD
This photoshoot was bliss for me. To hold you in my arms like that, I wish I could just stop the time. Did you feel how fast my heartbeat was when I hold you? I felt like my chest will burst out (laugh). We were so lovey-dovey like a real couple ^-^
Even thought it was short, I felt like you were mine and mine alone…
However, my endurance has limit not when my love for you has grew too big until I can’t contained it inside me anymore. Dakara, the day before we start our Asia tour concert I finally confessed to you. You were stunned for a while and then you started to cry. My heart stopped when I saw you cried. I cursed myself million times in my heart. I shouldn’t confess to you. You must be sad because I ruined our friendship, that’s why you cried. But then you said…“I love you too baka! I always have” and my tears fell on my cheeks as well. We both cried like an idiot for a while before I embraced you and we shared our first kiss.
On that moment I thought, maybe you were also has been in love with me all this time but I’m so stupid I didn’t realize that and I feel regret I didn’t confess to you sooner. Few years has been wasted because of me, gomen ne Yama-chan.
And so our tour concert began as well as our new relationships. We were so helplessly in love as if we want to tell everyone in this world about us.
We showed our love every time we did our part in Super Delicate song. Those few seconds felt right forever ne? We forgot about surrounding, how our fans screamed when we all dovey-dovey on the stage. We just drowned into each other eyes, only the two of us in our own world.
You were so cute~ you know how hard it was to restrain myself from kissing you?
It was just not in our songs, even during MC we can’t help from blurting out our relationships until they called us seahorse pairing and even announced our wedding day >///<
To be honest, it was the happiest moment for me. It just like a dream comes true. Until now, I still couldn’t believe that you’re mine.
I know sometime I can be too possessive and get jealous easily but that means I love you so much until I can’t control myself. See this picture? My hand move by itself so don’t blame me I ruined this pic =P
Chii, gomenasai… (= =”)
Yama- no, Ryosuke…I’m so grateful to have you in my life. I promise I will always treasure and protect you. My love for you is for eternity. Even in my next life, I still want to fall in love with you again and again and again.
I love you and thank you for loving me too…
Happy Birthday ~ ♥
Love,
Yuto
Ryosuke closes the handmade book and bring it to his chest. Tears of happiness are falling from his eyes. Few minutes ago, Ryosuke went to the dressing room to find his phone which he left it earlier before they start their practice. He was holding the doorknob when he saw something inside Yuto’s jacket which is hanging on the chair. When he walked closer, it looks more and more like a book. He only saw half of the book exposed from the pocket. The cover was beautiful and full of strawberry decorations. It’s a handmade book for sure. Ryosuke knew that he should look at it. Yuto must have made this for him and he might plan to give it when they celebrate his birthday tonight. But those strawberries look like they were calling and seduce him to read the content of the book. He can’t wait until Yuto give him this present tonight and so he read it.
“Yama-chan, what are you doing? Everyone is waiting for you” Yuto suddenly open up the door and Ryosuke quickly hides the book behind him. Yuto walks toward Ryosuke with worried face while Ryosuke is smiling widely. Then Ryosuke pounces into Yuto and hug him tightly.
“Woah!” Yuto startled with the sudden hug.
“Yuto-kun, gomen ne?”
“Eh? Nande?”
“I took my present in advance teehee~” Ryosuke shows the book to Yuto.
“Eeeh??” Yuto’s eyes widened.
“Gomen~ I can’t wait until tonight.”
“Geez…it’s not fair” Yuto pouts and Ryosuke wraps his hands around Yuto again.
“Arigatou ne. This is the best present I ever get. This book has your feelings inside it and I love it so much” Ryosuke loose the hug a bit only to caress Yuto’s cheek.
“Yuto-kun?”
“Hm?”
“I love you so much. Kore kara mo, please stay by my side always and forever.”
“That’s sound wonderful to me” with that Yuto leans down to capture Ryosuke’s lips and seal their love forever…
a/n: actually I don’t plan to post anything on Yama-chan’s birthday because my brain totally dried out of idea but then I come out with something simple like this. I want to post something for Yama-chan’s birthday too even it’s a bit late XD
Pairing: YutoYama
Rating: PG
Summary: Yuto’s present for Yama-chan’ birthday.
For the Most Special Person in My Life
This is My Present for You …
Yama-chan,
Gomen, because we are too busy with our concert this is the only thing that I can come out within the short time (= =’’) but I made this with all my heart, believe me XD
I know we have been dating for almost two years now but there are a lot of things that I haven’t told you.
You remember this picture? We were so young at that time ne ^0^ even though I was just a kid, but I already understand what love is because back then…I already fell in love with you…
It’s weird isn’t it? How a kid like me could think of protecting you with all my life and I want to stay by your side until the end of my life (laugh) but at that time, you didn’t know how I feel toward you. For you, I was only your bestfriend and because I didn’t want to ruin our friendships, I buried my feelings deep inside of me.
But I don’t mind as long as we can play together, laugh together, sing together, go home together, that’s enough for me. Being able to see your smile everyday, that’s all I wished for. I was grateful to be in jimushou because there is you and I could stay by your side even though as a bestfriend.
And then it’s like Kami-sama being kind to me, we got to act together again in Risou no Musoko dorama. I was so happy \(^0^)/ it has been a long time since we acted together in Scrap Teacher.
I felt like we were getting closer than before since we spend more time together during the shooting and because within JUMP, only two of us in this dorama made me felt I’m special. Silly right? (laugh)
I cherished every moment that we spend together and of course I cherished the moment where I got to see your cosplay in those cute outfits XD. I love the cute dress that you wore in first episode and the wedding dress in the last episode by the way. I didn’t put those pictures in this book because those pictures are only for me to keep fufufu~
Demo ne, because of that dorama my feelings towards you became deeper and I was afraid if I can’t hold my feelings anymore. I was trying so hard to suppress my feelings and not to make it obvious. But the truth is, I was being coward. I don’t have courage to confess to you because I’m afraid to get hurt, to get rejected. Gomen ne, Yama-chan.
Yama-chan, do you know? Among all of our pairing pictures I love this picture the most! We look like a cute married couple ne? XD
This photoshoot was bliss for me. To hold you in my arms like that, I wish I could just stop the time. Did you feel how fast my heartbeat was when I hold you? I felt like my chest will burst out (laugh). We were so lovey-dovey like a real couple ^-^
Even thought it was short, I felt like you were mine and mine alone…
However, my endurance has limit not when my love for you has grew too big until I can’t contained it inside me anymore. Dakara, the day before we start our Asia tour concert I finally confessed to you. You were stunned for a while and then you started to cry. My heart stopped when I saw you cried. I cursed myself million times in my heart. I shouldn’t confess to you. You must be sad because I ruined our friendship, that’s why you cried. But then you said…“I love you too baka! I always have” and my tears fell on my cheeks as well. We both cried like an idiot for a while before I embraced you and we shared our first kiss.
On that moment I thought, maybe you were also has been in love with me all this time but I’m so stupid I didn’t realize that and I feel regret I didn’t confess to you sooner. Few years has been wasted because of me, gomen ne Yama-chan.
And so our tour concert began as well as our new relationships. We were so helplessly in love as if we want to tell everyone in this world about us.
We showed our love every time we did our part in Super Delicate song. Those few seconds felt right forever ne? We forgot about surrounding, how our fans screamed when we all dovey-dovey on the stage. We just drowned into each other eyes, only the two of us in our own world.
You were so cute~ you know how hard it was to restrain myself from kissing you?
It was just not in our songs, even during MC we can’t help from blurting out our relationships until they called us seahorse pairing and even announced our wedding day >///<
To be honest, it was the happiest moment for me. It just like a dream comes true. Until now, I still couldn’t believe that you’re mine.
I know sometime I can be too possessive and get jealous easily but that means I love you so much until I can’t control myself. See this picture? My hand move by itself so don’t blame me I ruined this pic =P
Chii, gomenasai… (= =”)
Yama- no, Ryosuke…I’m so grateful to have you in my life. I promise I will always treasure and protect you. My love for you is for eternity. Even in my next life, I still want to fall in love with you again and again and again.
I love you and thank you for loving me too…
Happy Birthday ~ ♥
Love,
Yuto
Ryosuke closes the handmade book and bring it to his chest. Tears of happiness are falling from his eyes. Few minutes ago, Ryosuke went to the dressing room to find his phone which he left it earlier before they start their practice. He was holding the doorknob when he saw something inside Yuto’s jacket which is hanging on the chair. When he walked closer, it looks more and more like a book. He only saw half of the book exposed from the pocket. The cover was beautiful and full of strawberry decorations. It’s a handmade book for sure. Ryosuke knew that he should look at it. Yuto must have made this for him and he might plan to give it when they celebrate his birthday tonight. But those strawberries look like they were calling and seduce him to read the content of the book. He can’t wait until Yuto give him this present tonight and so he read it.
“Yama-chan, what are you doing? Everyone is waiting for you” Yuto suddenly open up the door and Ryosuke quickly hides the book behind him. Yuto walks toward Ryosuke with worried face while Ryosuke is smiling widely. Then Ryosuke pounces into Yuto and hug him tightly.
“Woah!” Yuto startled with the sudden hug.
“Yuto-kun, gomen ne?”
“Eh? Nande?”
“I took my present in advance teehee~” Ryosuke shows the book to Yuto.
“Eeeh??” Yuto’s eyes widened.
“Gomen~ I can’t wait until tonight.”
“Geez…it’s not fair” Yuto pouts and Ryosuke wraps his hands around Yuto again.
“Arigatou ne. This is the best present I ever get. This book has your feelings inside it and I love it so much” Ryosuke loose the hug a bit only to caress Yuto’s cheek.
“Yuto-kun?”
“Hm?”
“I love you so much. Kore kara mo, please stay by my side always and forever.”
“That’s sound wonderful to me” with that Yuto leans down to capture Ryosuke’s lips and seal their love forever…
a/n: actually I don’t plan to post anything on Yama-chan’s birthday because my brain totally dried out of idea but then I come out with something simple like this. I want to post something for Yama-chan’s birthday too even it’s a bit late XD