Stop Saying Sorry
Author: Nara-chan@ry0_gee
Pairing: YamaJima
Genre: BL, Romance, High School, Angst
Rating: PG-15, NC-17
Warning: Smut! Don't read if you can't take it!
“I can’t do this anymore…”
“Please…let me free, Yamada…”
Ryosuke opened his eyes only to see empty ceiling above. Tears are flowing from the corner of his eyes and wetting his pillow. Those words keep appearing his mind and it hurts so much like his heart is been stabbing by a dull knife over and over again. He grips his bang tightly and his sob is getting louder.
It’s has been a week when Yuto said those painful words to him. Nakajima Yuto, the most popular student in the high school is now his ex-boyfriend no, actually his ‘trial ex-boyfriend’. Yuto agreed to go out with him was just out of curiosity and Ryosuke known that pretty well. Despise that, he threw away his ego and his priceless pride just to be beside him, loving him as much as he can during the decided period. Even though he prepared to hear those words when the time comes, he can’t help it from feeling broken hearted…
3 months ago…
In the library, Ryosuke was busy writing down the notes. His mid-term test is just around the corner and a student who-not-so-good-in-study like him needs to work harder than anyone else. He flipping the page of the reference book from one page to another and when he couldn’t find what he was looking for, he stood up from his seat and walked toward the bookshelves. He pointed out his index finger and slid it from one book to another so he won’t miss out every title of the book. He finger stopped as he found the correct title and pulled out the book from the shelf while smiling. Then he walked headed back to his seat. His sight was more focus on the book on his left hand and the other was busy flipping the page not realizing there was a person who is walking toward his side until he bumped into him and fell on the floor.
“It-tai...” Ryosuke hissed in pain while rubbing his hip. It hurts so bad as he fell on his butt first.
“Sorry...or maybe not. It’s your fault anyway. Look where you walk, chibi!” said the guy.
“Tch!” Ryosuke clicked his tongue not even bother to look at that rude guy’s face. His eyes were busier searching for the book that flew from his hand just now but instead of the book, he saw his mobile phone. Maybe it fell off from his pocket when he bumped into that guy. Before he can reach the phone he saw a pair of long legs walking in front of him blocking his sight.
“Wait, stop!” Ryosuke screamed stretching out his hand as his phone almost got stepped on.
“Huh? What?” that guy stopped, hanging up his right feet and looked at the floor to found out there was a black mobile phone with a cute strawberry strap on it. He kneeled down to pick up the mobile phone.
“Strawberry?” that guy chuckled while handing over the phone to Ryosuke.
“So what?” Ryosuke snatched the phone from his hand without even looking at the guy and averted his gaze at his side.
“It’s cute”, said the guy while patted Ryosuke’s head made him turn his head only to saw beautiful eyes before him along with a mesmerized smile.
*Thump*
Suddenly, his heart beat faster and faster. He drowned into those sparkling eyes and strangely, he doesn’t mind if he drowns deeper. The warmth of that big hand patting his head is started to soften his heart. He can felt that his cheeks were burning.
“Go-gomenasai…” that’s the only word he can think off in his mind on that moment. It’s because Ryosuke have a habit. He tends to say sorry repeatedly when he got nervous.
“Eh? Aah…because of just now? Nah, it’s okay. You admit it’s your fault anyway”, he said smiling innocently.
This cocky brat! Ryosuke wanted to say that but different thing came out from mouth-
“Sorry…”
“Why you keep saying sor-” before he can finish his sentence someone called him.
“Oi, Yuto! What are you doing? Let’s go!” his friend called a bit whispering or else the fierce librarian will whack him for sure.
“Hai, hai. Jaa ne, chibi”, Yuto stood up and walked away but Ryosuke managed to catch the sweet smile curved on Yuto’s lips.
“Yuto…his name…is Yuto ne…” he muttered and unconsciously he brought his phone closer to his smiling lips and kissed it gently…
It’s strange…how he can simply fall for someone just from a smile…just from as simple word as ‘cute’…just from as simple touch as a warm palm patted his head and it’s strange…how the narrow space between the bookshelves could made him feel like he was in the middle of a field, fully covered by green grass.
From that day, he can’t stop thinking about Yuto. His eyes were searching everywhere for that tall guy. If he could just see his back that would be enough to brighten up his day. He can’t help it from following that guy wherever he goes. When Yuto was playing soccer, he will sit on the bench watching him until he left the field. When Yuto was queuing at the café, he will queue beside him quietly and smiling helplessly, and when Yuto was hanging out with his friends during lunch time, he will secretly watching him behind the wall. In short, Ryosuke became a complete stalker and surprisingly Yuto never noticed him.
Sometimes, Yuto was nowhere to be found but Ryosuke knew where exactly he should look for him; in the library the place where they met for the first time. Yuto likes to read but most of the time he will sleep in his favourite hidden spot which near the last row of the bookshelves, beside the windows. The last two rows only contain old books so students seldom come around that area and make it a quite place for him to sleep. Thus, make it a perfect place for Ryosuke to examine every inch of Yuto’s sleep face.
Ryosuke sit between the shelves right in front of Yuto who leaned back on the wall below the window. Sometime the wind blown made the end of the curtains touched Yuto’s hair playfully. Ryosuke curled up his legs near his chest and rested his chin on his folded arms on his knees. If only Yuto could see how cute and lovely smile curved on Ryosuke’s lips every time he stare at his sleeping face. But he couldn’t because when he opened his eyes, Ryosuke was no longer there…
However, his secret activity was exposed on one unforgettable day. As usual, Ryosuke went to the library to find Yuto and walked straight to Yuto’s favourite spot but it’s empty. Yuto was not there.
“are? He’s not here? But I can’t find him anywhere else”, Ryosuke turned his head left and right tried to search for the tall figure.
“Find who?” Yuto suddenly showed up behind him and made him flinched in surprised.
“N-no one…” Ryosuke turned around. His heart was thumping so fast. He just wished he could vanish in the thin air on that moment.
“How did you know this place anyway?” Yuto walked toward him.
“G-gomen”, Ryosuke step backward tried to keep the distance between them.
“That’s not the answer that I want”, Yuto keep stepping forward and forward until Ryosuke lost his step as his back hit the windows behind him.
“G-go-gomen”, Ryosuke lowered his head and looked at the floor. He can’t look at Yuto as the gap between them was so closed and made him even more nervous.
“Could you stop saying that? It’s getting on my nerve!” Yuto raised his voice a bit annoyed.
“Go-“, Ryosuke quickly covered his mouth with his hand as he almost said the word again. He doesn’t want to make Yuto mad at him. He scared.
“Okay. Let me simplify my question. Why are you here?” Yuto asked. He won’t feel satisfied until he knows how this chibi knew about his favourite spot.
Silence…
“Fine. You want me to answer my own questions? Hmm, let see…I’m the only one who knows this spot so you’re definitely looking for me, right? And somehow you knew about this spot even though I never tell anyone means…you’ve been stalking me?” he hit a jackpot.
“Why?” Yuto was being pushy.
Ryosuke bit his lower lip. Yuto was pushing him until the edge of his patiency and he won’t stop until he gives him what he want - the answer.
“I-it’s because…I love you. I love you since the first time I met you…”
A soft breeze blown the curtains behind him covered his face which already wet with tears for a second.
Yuto paused and became speechless. He can’t believe of what he just heard. He never even imagined to be confessed by a guy in his entire life. A guy in front of him wiped his own tears which haven’t stopped flowing, still looking at the floor. Yuto can’t deny himself from feeling touched from his honesty. But that’s all he can felt and nothing more.
“Arigatou. I appreciate how you feel about me but I can’t return your feeling, I’m sorry…” Yuto spoke with a soft voice.
“How would you know if you don’t give me a chance?” Ryosuke can’t give up. Not after everything he has done to himself since he learned this guy’s name.
“It’s impossible between you and me. We’re both guys!” Yuto argued.
“Nothing is impossible when it comes to love.”
“Find someone else then, someone who can return your feeling.”
“It’s no good if it is not you, Yuto…” more tears dripping from his eyes and Yuto can’t stand it.
“I can’t…I‘m sorry…” Yuto turned and wanted to walk away but strong grip on his wrist stopped him.
“3 month!” Ryosuke screamed.
“Huh?” Yuto confused.
“Be my boyfriend for 3 months and I’ll do whatever I can to make you love me back.”
“What? Are you crazy?!”
Yeah. He is crazy, crazily in love with Yuto and his brain could only come out with this crazy idea to keep Yuto in his grip.
“You want me to be some kind of your trial boyfriend for 3 months?” Yuto asked sarcastically.
“That’s all I’m asking…” Ryosuke bit his lower lips. He knows that what he asked is not making any sense but he was desperate.
Yuto let out a long sigh. This chibi is so stubborn and he can’t win over.
“Fine, but you have to follow my rules”, Yuto demanded.
“What rules?” Ryosuke asked nervously.
“You can’t tell anyone about this and you can’t stop me from seeing girls.”
“Eh? But you’re my boyfriend how can I let you seeing other girls?!” Ryosuke can accept the first rule but he can’t handle this one. Jealousy built up all over inside him.
“Correction, your trial-boy-friend remembers?” Yuto raised his right eyebrow.
“Take it or leave it”, he continued and placed his both hands in the pocket.
Ryosuke paused. He really doesn’t like the second rule. All this time he can’t even bear to watch Yuto talking with some girls and to let him seeing girl when he held the status as his boyfriend will make him hurt even worst. But Yuto left him with no choice and he need to accept all the consequences in order to have him.
“Okay…” Ryosuke agreed reluctantly.
Yuto sighed. Deep down he was hoping that chibi will refuse and he can run away before he involved further in this mess. However, the deal has been made and he has to stick with him for the next 3 months. He surrendered.
“Hey, I still don’t know your name. What kinds of boyfriend are you didn’t even bother to tell me your name?” Yuto asked and with that Ryosuke raised up his head to look at him with disbelieve look on his face. Then he smiled widely for the first time in Yuto’s eyes. He stepped forward closer to Yuto and wrapped his arms around him. Yuto gasped because of the sudden contact.
“Ryosuke…Yamada Ryosuke…” he tightened his hug and buried his face on Yuto’s chest, letting himself drowned in his warmth that he could only dream of.
One month of the trial period has passed. Their relationship went smoother. They talk, laugh and hang out together like what best friends do. But that’s all it was. For Yuto, Ryosuke was just his new close friend and Ryosuke aware of that but he was being patient. He doesn’t want to rush everything. This whole one month he tried to be a good friend to Yuto and made him felt comfortable having him around. However, he only had two months left and he needed to take the next step.
“Ne, Yuto?” he asked. They were having their lunch together on the rooftop. Ryosuke has been preparing their bento during this trial period, trying to impress Yuto’s stomach.
“Nani?” Yuto was taking off the chopsticks from the case.
“Etou…” Ryosuke took a deep breath before he continue-
“Are you free this Sunday?”
“I think so. Why?” Yuto replied.
“I-I planned to watch the new movie that we talked about yesterday and I was thinking if…if you might want to go…with me?” he asked nervously, his heart was beating so fast.
“Sure”, Yuto paused for few seconds before he answered. He knew that Ryosuke is taking his next step. Actually, Yuto almost forgot about their deal because he treated him as a friend and Ryosuke never complained about it.
“Great! It’s a date ne~” Ryosuke smiled brightly. In Yuto eyes, Ryosuke looked as if he has dog’s ears and wagging his tail happily waiting for his master take him for a walk.
“That movie was sugoi ne~” Ryosuke said excitedly when they were walking out from the cinema. It was already in the evening when they finished watching the movie. It’s because Yuto had something came up suddenly in the morning but Ryosuke doesn’t want to cancel their date so they have to postponed it until afternoon and that really made Yuto felt annoyed.
“Yeah”, Yuto agreed lazily. Then he looked at his hand watch and Ryosuke noticed that but he doesn’t want to go home yet. He wanted to spend more time with Yuto on their very first date.
“Y-yuto, would you like to go to the park? We can rest there before we go home”, he asked hoping Yuto will say yes.
“Okay…” Yuto sighed. He actually wanted to go home straight after that. He really feels tired.
Ryosuke kept looking at Yuto’s hand hanging beside him when they walked toward the park. He really wanted to hold that warm hand. He clenched his pants and gulped his saliva before he moved his shaking hand slowly to reach Yuto’s. His fingers slightly touched Yuto’s palm…
”Yamada, don’t”, Yuto warned and Ryosuke quickly pulled back his hand. He bit his lower lips.
“Go-gomen…” his heart sting but what more hurtful was Yuto still calling him Yamada even though he told him to call him by his first name countless time.
“Don’t simply touch me whenever you like”, he gave another warning.
“Gomenasai…” Ryosuke said with teary eyes. He knew Yuto was mad at him because he pushed him to continue their date today even though he’s tired.
Both of them were silence along the way and when they were in the park. Not a single word came out from their mouth until they parted.
Two months has passed and Ryosuke still couldn’t make Yuto fall for him. He tried harder than last month but only made Yuto felt more troubled. The worst part was Ryosuke’s nightmare became true. Yuto was hanging around with a girl and he can do nothing about it. He was forcing himself to obey Yuto’s rules and yet Yuto was being cruel. He kept rejecting him when he asked to go home or hang out together. The reason was only one; because of that girl, Naruse. Rumor said that Yuto was madly in love with her and he can clearly see that. Yuto stopped eating his bento and ate hers instead. If he tried to call him whenever he was talking with that girl he acted as if he wasn’t even there, like he was invincible.
Ryosuke was lost. He doesn’t know what to do anymore…
Its only one week left before the three months of trial period will comes to end. The clock on the wall showed it was already midnight and he still can’t sleep. He rolled his body to the left side when his phone was ringing.
“Moshi moshi?” he answered the phone lazily without looking at the caller’s name.
“Ryosuke!! Ore da yo! Genki?” an energetic voice shouting in the phone made Ryosuke moved the phone away from his ear. He recognized that voice pretty well. It’s Chinen, his childhood friend who studying at overseas right now.
“Ah, Chinen. I’m fine. How’s your study?”
“It’s great! Demo Ryosuke, you didn’t sound like you’re okay”, Chinen was sharp. He knew his friend for so long already and he understands him very well.
“It’s Yuto isn’t it?” Chinen guessed it right. It’s true that he obeyed Yuto’s rules to not let anyone know about their ‘relationship’ but he can’t hide it from Chinen. Not when he’s a sharp person.
“I only got one week left but he still feels nothing for me…” he complained.
“Baka, just attack him!” Chinen suggested.
“Are you crazy?!” he shouted. Chinen was being ridiculous. He will never do something like that!
“You know, people said love will come after sex”, Chinen said and made Ryosuke paused.
“Here’s my advice. Do it or you’ll never have a chance to do it, ever!”
*Click*
He hung up and left Ryosuke with mouth hanging opened.
Yuto was sleeping peacefully at his favourite spot in the library. Naruse was not around because she has a group discussion. The school’s bell rang and all students started walking out from the school ground while Yuto was having a nice dream. He and Naruse are walking along the beach while holding hands. Naruse looks so beautiful. The wind blown her long silky hair and she smile so brightly. She comes closer to him and reach for his lips. Her face getting closer…and closer…and closer until her pink lips touches his.
“Hm? My lips…feel warm.” Yuto thought in his sleepy mind. Somehow the kiss feels so real. He can felt soft lips pressing his own gently. It’s only for few seconds and the warmth left his lips but replaced by wet tongue licking his lips before the kiss completely broken. Okay, this is definitely not a dream. He opened his eyes and saw Ryosuke’s face only an inch from him.
“Yamada?” he asked wondering if he still dreaming.
“Gomen, Yuto…” Ryosuke crashed his lips with Yuto, again. He was sitting on Yuto’s lap locking him between his knees. He wrapped his left hand around Yuto’s shoulder and the other gripped his hair to deepen the kiss. Yuto was stiffed like a stone. He didn’t believed what is happening. Sudden touched on his crotch snap him back to his conscious. Ryosuke unbuckled Yuto’s belt in rush and palming his member. Yuto grabbed Ryosuke wrist immediately and gave what-the-hell-are-you-doing look on his face. But Ryosuke ignored it and lowered down his head. He licked the tip of Yuto’s member before he swallowed the whole length into his mouth.
“Ah” he gasped and gripped Ryosuke’s head on his groin. There’s no way he can’t stop him now. He can’t afford to. Ryosuke’s mouth felt so good.
Ryosuke bobbing his head up and down while his hand massaging Yuto’s ball which didn’t fit in his mouth. His tongue roaming around Yuto’s length sent tingling sensation which he never ever felt before. Ryosuke is a guy after all so he knew how to pleasure Yuto. He felt Yuto tightened his grip on his hair signaling him that he almost reach his climax so he fastened his pace. He sucked him deeper and narrowed his mouth around Yuto’s length, leading him to his orgasm.
“Ngh!” he shoot his seed into Ryosuke’s throat and made him choked but he still swallowed it all. Ryosuke coughed when he pulled off to clear his throat and panted heavily. Ryosuke not removing from Yuto’s lap straightened up his body and start unbuckled his own belt.
“Ya-yamada, what are you doing? Get off me!” Yuto panicked when Ryosuke slid down his pants together with his boxer off from his right leg so he won’t have to get up from Yuto’s lap and didn’t bother to pull off the pants that still stuck on his left ankle. Ryosuke licked his left hand fingers before he brought them to his back and thrust his finger into his hole.
“Ugh…It’s hurt”, Ryosuke’s free hand clenched on Yuto’s shoulder to support his shaking legs.
Yuto’s disbelieved eyes were focused on bulge beneath Ryosuke’s shirt when he felt something dripping on his face. He looked up and saw Ryosuke’s blushing lewd face was sweating. Yuto’s heart skipped a beat and he can’t help but got harder again. When Ryosuke felt he stretched himself enough, he pulled off his fingers and grabbed Yuto’s length. He positioned his entrance toward Yuto’s hard member.
“Yuto…Gomen…” and he lowered his hip slowly.
“Nn”, Yuto panted as Ryosuke’s tight hole swallowing him deeper and deeper.
“Aah!” Ryosuke threw back his head when Yuto’s was fully inside him. He breathed heavily but he doesn’t move yet. The pain was tearing him apart and tears flowing on his cheeks. He wrapped his left hand around Yuto’s neck and the other gripped his hair, resting his lips on Yuto’s bang then he started to move. He bounced himself up and down. Lewd moans escaped from his throat when Yuto’s warmth inside him made him forgot all the pain.
“Ah…Yuto…ngh” his moans started to make Yuto’s ears shivering.
”Shit! Its feels so good inside him”, Yuto cursed himself in his mind. He never thought in his life that he will do this with a guy and amazingly he feels good. Unconsciously, he grabbed Ryosuke’s waist and pushed him lower.
“Aahn! dame! It’s too deep!” Ryosuke screamed as he felt weird sensation inside him. Yuto’s tip brushed his sweet spot and he wanted more. He bounced faster and harder at the same spot. The sound of slapping skin and Ryosuke’s moans getting louder and echoing in that empty library.
“You…do you even know what are you doing?” Yuto asked palming Ryosuke’s wet cheek.
“Of course…I do…and I won’t regret it…” he replied between his moan caressing Yuto’s hand on his cheek and curved the sweetest smile Yuto ever saw, made his eyes were wide opened. Ryosuke rubbed his own member as he neared his climax and double the sensation. He snuggled closer to Yuto and he can felt Ryosuke’s breath on his neck.
“My name…ngh…call…my name…” Ryosuke whispered to Yuto’s ears.
“Ryo…Ryosuke…” Yuto answered without thinking. The pleasure on his lower body deceived his mind.
“Aahh!” he came in his own hand. White substance leaked between his fingers. His twitching hole squeezed around Yuto’s length made him shoot his seed inside Ryosuke’s few seconds later.
After Yuto managed to calm his breath, he grabbed Ryosuke’s shoulder and removed him from his lap. He stood up, fixed his pants and buckled up his belt while Ryosuke still sat on the floor only covered with his shirt.
“Forget everything just happened”, Yuto spoke which Ryosuke knew that he will say something like that.
“I already have Naruse and I love her.” Yuto’s words stabbed his heart. He didn’t expect to hear this right onto his face.
“Do-don’t you ever like me? Not even a little?” Ryosuke braved himself to ask.
“No.”
Ryosuke’s sight became blurry.
“I can’t do this anymore…” said Yuto with his back facing Ryosuke.
“Please…let me free, Yamada…” and he walked away leaving Ryosuke behind.
“Gomen…sob…sob…gomen…” he cried to his heart content and Yuto who heard Ryosuke’s sobbing felt tight in his chest. He’s the one who should say sorry…
Present day…
School day has ended. Ryosuke is walking toward the entrance gate and he saw Yuto lean on the wall, waiting for someone. His heart beat fast. Is he waiting for him?
“Yuto!” Naruse is running toward him and Yuto welcome her with a gentle smile. It sting, Yuto never smile like that to him. Naruse snuggle to Yuto’s arm and they walk side by side. Ryosuke avert his gaze away, can’t afford to look at their intimacy and continue walking with heavy heart.
Ever since the 3 months period ended, Yuto never once speak with him and act like he never knew him. He’s now busy with his new girlfriend. A normal relationship, no need to pretend and no need for trial period…
Yuto and Naruse are in a love hotel. She dragged him there whining that it’s about time they take their relationship into next level. They sit beside each other on the bed while holding hands. Naruse take the first move. She move closer to Yuto and capture his lips while he loosen up her bow ribbon.
Half an hour later…
“Yuto no baka! Daikirai!” Naruse walk out from the room and slam the door behind.
Yuto touches his red cheek that caused by Naruse’s slap. He sighs. Everything turns into a mess. He, are messed up.
Flashback…
Yuto is thrusting his member in and out and Naruse’s moans fill up the room. Yuto caress Naruse’s cheek beneath him.
“Of course I do and I won’t regret it…”
Suddenly Ryosuke’s words playing in his thought and he remembered Ryosuke’s sweet smile. He quickly shakes it off and keeps rocking his hip but something seems wrong. He doesn’t feel satisfied. It’s not the same sensation he felt when he did it with Ryosuke. The warmth inside him, the pleasure, everything is different…
“My name…call...my name…”
“Ryosuke…”
Yuto stopped and Naruse below him blink her eyes, confused. He keeps remembering about that guy. Ryosuke’s words keep haunting his mind. He moves himself from on top of her and sits at the edge of the bed, covering his face with his both hands.
“Yuto…nande?” she asked.
“I’m sorry, Naruse…I can’t…I just can’t…”
End of flashback…
Ryosuke is searching for a book in the library and he averts his gaze to his side, to Yuto’s favourite spot which left empty. Yuto stopped coming here ever since that day. Ryosuke look back at the bookshelf and continue searching. He pulls out the book that he’s been looking for. It’s just some kind of boring series that he read while he watched Yuto sleep before and he can’t help it to know the ending.
“What are you doing here?”
A voice came from behind startled him and he turns only to saw Yuto is standing right in front of him.
“I-I’m looking for a book”, Ryosuke answered nervously. It’s been a while since Yuto talk to him and it makes his heart beating so fast.
“A book? You know these shelves only contain old and boring books right?” he said.
‘Whose fault is that?’ Ryosuke thought in his mind while pouting and Yuto finds it cute.
“Can I ask you a question?” Yuto asked.
“Un.”
“Why you love me so much?”
“W-what? Eh…etou…” Ryosuke is a bit surprise of Yuto’s sudden question. He inhale a deep breath before he answer.
“I-I don’t really know the reason. Can this disease be cured? If there’s a medicine for it, will you give it to me?” he said. It’s true, if loving him is only give him trouble he needs to stop it.
“That’s…one thing I can’t agree to…” Yuto step closer and place his both hands on the shelf, locking Ryosuke between his arms. Ryosuke can’t control his heartbeat anymore.
“This sort of disease doesn’t have to be cured…” Yuto moves his lips closer to Ryosuke’s ear.
“Once that person who loves me like a fool said that to me…I don’t have any intention of curing him…” Yuto whispers into his ear.
Ryosuke eyes are wide opened. He can’t believe of what he just heard.
“Ah!” Ryosuke surprised when Yuto nibble his earlobe. Then his lips move down to his neck and he bites it, leaving a mark.
“Ngh…Yuto…why?” he asked. Yuto is acting weird. He never once imagines that Yuto will touch him like this.
“Shut up”, and Yuto capture his lips hungrily. The book on Ryosuke’s hand fell down to the floor. Yuto slides his hand beneath Ryosuke shirt caressing his pale skin.
“Nnh”, Ryosuke gasp and Yuto take the advantage to shove his tongue into his wet cavern. He sucks Ryosuke’s tongue hard makes him trembling all over his body.
Yuto broke the kiss to breathe then he turns Ryosuke’s body around make him facing the bookshelf. His hand travel to Ryosuke’s lower body and grab his already hard member.
“Aah”, Ryosuke can’t hold his moan anymore not when Yuto grab his member tightly and stroking it up and down.
“Ahn!” he came in Yuto hand.
“It’s pretty fast”, Yuto teased him and he bit his lower lip feeling embarrassed.
Ryosuke gasp when Yuto push down his pants together with his boxer makes them slide all away down to his ankles.
“Ah!” Ryosuke scream when he feel a finger thrusting his entrance. He meets his forehead to the arranged books. Yuto make his substance as lubricant and his finger went in easily. It didn’t take long time before Yuto add another finger, stretching him in hurry.
“Aahh”, Ryosuke moan out loud when Yuto put in his big and hard member inside his hole.
“Hold you voice or people will hear you”, Yuto said while panting.
“I-I can’t…aah…” there’s no way he can hold his moan in this situation. He grips the shelf tightly to support his shaking legs.
Yuto slide in his fingers into Ryosuke’s mouth to hold his moans and thrusting him roughly.
“Hmpf!” Ryosuke rise up his head and tears are flowing on his blushing cheeks. The pain is starting to turn into pleasure.
Yuto suck Ryosuke’s nape while rocking his hip in faster pace. This is it. This is the warmth he’s been craving for. This overwhelms sensation that only Ryosuke could give him.
“hngh” Ryosuke almost bit Yuto fingers. Ryosuke’s trembling body tell him that he hit his sweet spot and he keep thrusting at the same spot again and again. His free hand rubbing Ryosuke’s neglected member when he feel he almost reach his limit.
“Ryosuke…I love you…” Yuto whispers to Ryosuke’s ear before they both came together…
Ryosuke lean his back on Yuto chest and rest his head on Yuto’s shoulder while Yuto wrap his hands around Ryosuke tightly.
“You make me become weird”, said Yuto.
“Go-gomen…” Ryosuke replied.
“You have to take the responsibility.”
“Gomen…”
“That’s not the correct respond, darou?”
“Go-“ Yuto grab Ryosuke’s chin and capture his lips.
“Stop saying sorry. Say you love me instead”, Yuto said after he broke the kiss. Ryosuke quickly turn his head down.
“I-I lo-love you…” Ryosuke’s face is burning red to his ears and Yuto who saw that could only smile helplessly.
This chibi is too cute…
Omake
“So? It is working?” that the first thing Chinen asked when Ryosuke pick up the phone and he could only keep silence, don’t know how to answer that.
”It works, isn’t it?” Ryosuke can hear Chinen chuckles.
“A-ari-gatou…” he muttering and Chinen chuckles turn into laugh.
a/n: uwah, I end up wrote smut a lot. Still in holiday mood so I could only came out with this lame idea. Yuto’s turn to be tsundere…