My last month...
I have so much to say...
I'll keep it short but informative, so here goes...
Recently i have been getting very close to Nathan, who once upon a time was my best friend (back in the days of RV) but due to barely having time to see him, thanks to work, college and the band. But we have been getting really solid over last month and i'm very happy to have his friendship back on my side!
One thing all of my close friends would know is that over like the past year I have had very strong feelings for a certain Young lady by the name of Katherine Waters... To many people who dindt know this it will probly b a shock because they hate me. Put in as little words as possible. Over the past year Kat and I have been getting very close on a personal level and we were both very good friends Slowly i fell in love with Kat untill i had nothing to stop me falling!! and now, as much as suprise as it was for me... Kat and I are together as a couple.
Sat that has jus gone... i spoke to Alex James and to Geraint... This was very very very interesting due to both of them probly thinking i'm the most arrogant bastard you could ever meet(more on that later). But anyway As al know Alex and Kat were together for a long time, so i felt i had to speak to him. Alot of home truths come out espcially abou how we both felt for Kat. And i really can't put into words on this Journal abou how i felt that night.. I found out alot of stuff i didnt want to know. And i was finaly forced to accept a few things. As many people will know Alex and I never ever saw eye to eye and also never gave each other a chance to get on. Much to my dismay on Saturday night, i saw into Alex's heart and flet his pain, as much as hated to admit it, Alex and I were 2 of the same, and i had so much more respect for him than i could possibly of thought true. Nathan was the most amazing friend that i could of ever hoped for that night, if it werent for him i really don't thik i owuld of been able to hold my anger and depression in.. I love you Nathan, thank you.
Also i jus want to say WOW!!! thank you so much Sarah for a amazing night, i really realy enjoyed it! You rule, and thanks for sayin i looked very fit in my gay top, haha!
Lastly i want to say somehting very deep inside of me...
Kat i faught so hard to make things between us work out, and everything seemed to collapse around me each attempt. There was so much pain in the way and so many things that were going to happen between us...But for the 1st time in my life i realised that you had made me grow up, and realise that if you want something so bad you have to fight for it, with the whole of your heart behind you!
I'll keep it short but informative, so here goes...
Recently i have been getting very close to Nathan, who once upon a time was my best friend (back in the days of RV) but due to barely having time to see him, thanks to work, college and the band. But we have been getting really solid over last month and i'm very happy to have his friendship back on my side!
One thing all of my close friends would know is that over like the past year I have had very strong feelings for a certain Young lady by the name of Katherine Waters... To many people who dindt know this it will probly b a shock because they hate me. Put in as little words as possible. Over the past year Kat and I have been getting very close on a personal level and we were both very good friends Slowly i fell in love with Kat untill i had nothing to stop me falling!! and now, as much as suprise as it was for me... Kat and I are together as a couple.
Sat that has jus gone... i spoke to Alex James and to Geraint... This was very very very interesting due to both of them probly thinking i'm the most arrogant bastard you could ever meet(more on that later). But anyway As al know Alex and Kat were together for a long time, so i felt i had to speak to him. Alot of home truths come out espcially abou how we both felt for Kat. And i really can't put into words on this Journal abou how i felt that night.. I found out alot of stuff i didnt want to know. And i was finaly forced to accept a few things. As many people will know Alex and I never ever saw eye to eye and also never gave each other a chance to get on. Much to my dismay on Saturday night, i saw into Alex's heart and flet his pain, as much as hated to admit it, Alex and I were 2 of the same, and i had so much more respect for him than i could possibly of thought true. Nathan was the most amazing friend that i could of ever hoped for that night, if it werent for him i really don't thik i owuld of been able to hold my anger and depression in.. I love you Nathan, thank you.
Also i jus want to say WOW!!! thank you so much Sarah for a amazing night, i really realy enjoyed it! You rule, and thanks for sayin i looked very fit in my gay top, haha!
Lastly i want to say somehting very deep inside of me...
Kat i faught so hard to make things between us work out, and everything seemed to collapse around me each attempt. There was so much pain in the way and so many things that were going to happen between us...But for the 1st time in my life i realised that you had made me grow up, and realise that if you want something so bad you have to fight for it, with the whole of your heart behind you!