concern
After grieving so deeply for Santa, I am concerned that I have accepted my father's death so easily. I've not cried. I'm not sad. I don't miss him. It was weird to write "deceased" on a medical form today, which stopped me for a few seconds, but it wasn't anything that ripped open wounds.
I'm off 2 minds about this. I've either buried the grief very deep and don't want to deal with it or I've already grieved enough. I'm not sure which one it might be. It's certainly possible that both could be true.
For now, I'm going to remain aware and open to whatever happens without guilting myself over whether or not I'm responding "correctly".
I'm off 2 minds about this. I've either buried the grief very deep and don't want to deal with it or I've already grieved enough. I'm not sure which one it might be. It's certainly possible that both could be true.
For now, I'm going to remain aware and open to whatever happens without guilting myself over whether or not I'm responding "correctly".