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today seemed like a good day, but then i thought about it and pretty much everything that happened today sucked. except for hearing about kailee's hermit pig, i don't really get the name yet, what the fuck is it wolly or wooly or teddy or wuzzy or scoot, oh wait no that's MY hermit things name. scooter is the best name for a hermit crab, since they scoot around all the time. but kailee doesn't even have a crab, she has one of those pig things.
i hate change. i should have just left my stupid brown hair the same. i just suck at life i think. i screw up everything i try and do. even if it is something good i want to do for someone, i just mess it up. so don't get too close to me or i'll mess up your life in some way or another.
"may you live all the days of your life"
i wonder if i live all the days of my life. i don't really know what that means, or how you actually live the days in your life, but it makes me wonder if i do, or if i just float along doing what seems right. like finishing school, going to college, getting married and having kids...all that stuff. so how do you actually really live your life? anyone know the secret?
i hate change. i should have just left my stupid brown hair the same. i just suck at life i think. i screw up everything i try and do. even if it is something good i want to do for someone, i just mess it up. so don't get too close to me or i'll mess up your life in some way or another.
"may you live all the days of your life"
i wonder if i live all the days of my life. i don't really know what that means, or how you actually live the days in your life, but it makes me wonder if i do, or if i just float along doing what seems right. like finishing school, going to college, getting married and having kids...all that stuff. so how do you actually really live your life? anyone know the secret?