doubts...
Lately I've been thinking about college and what's happening after graduation, and I've been doubting my original plans. I'm supposed to go to Ferris next fall, but I don't really know if I want to anymore. I've been thinking about it a lot and I've been thinking about going to community college next year. Maybe I'll go to Macomb and get an apartment with someone, or stay at home and go to SC4. I dunno yet, but lately, Ferris just doesn't seem like it's the right choice. It's so hard to make a decision....half of me really wants to go to Ferris and maybe room with Vanessa, and then half of me really wants to go to community college. I'm so confused right now! I hope that I will make the right decision for me. I mean I already turned my money in for Ferris, but my parents said that if I really want to stay home for a couple years, that I could. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! I need help making my decision...
Alisa--I found out some kind of bad/kind of good news...it's about me, but I know you're the only one that will truly understand....considering we're both P.K's....lol talk to me when you get time...I really need someone to talk to right now.
I guess school was okay today. I'm really starting to hate yearbook. I didn't notice how many mistakes there actually were till me and ashley went through the rough drafts....I mean come one, most of these people should know that they wrote a sentence that doesn't make sense...like that quote about you ashley...lol That was kinda funny though. And I found out today that during 3rd hour, people like to bitch and complain about me. Seriously I don't care anymore...if I'm not doing my job and I'm jeopardizing a good book, then take me off as editor. I'd rather have a great book than the title of editor. AHHH!!! I'm so frustrated!! Not just about that, but family, friends, the drama that people have been creating lately, and just stupid stuff. I don't think I'm making any sense right now, but I just needed to get things off my chest...........I'M SO CONFUSED!!
Ashley--tomorrow we have to talk. i need to tell you some things that have been getting to me that i can't talk about right now. i was going to tell you today in 5th hour, but evan and ryan and erica and everyone else was in the pub so it just wasn't a good time. but i definitely need to talk to you. i'm really sorry that you have been having to deal with my problems lately. i have been really...whiny, i guess you could say, lately. i just haven't been in a good mood lately. i need someone like you to cheer me up....you're one of the only ways i can make it throughout the day.....hanging out with you 5th and 6th hour brings me so much relief! i would be insane right now without your great sense of humor and your good advice. sorry to babble and get kinda sappy....lol
Maryruth