HALF DAY!
Today was a half day....thank god i think i've been needing one for a while now....i can not wait till next week when we have a four day weekend and thanksgiving weekend!
*~ 4th hour was the best! missy, the dumb ass that she is (but i still love her), thought that the fitch in abercrombie and fitch stood for a bird. she's such an idiot, we had to tell her that it was finch not fitch that was a bird. it was hilarious. she's so funny and most of the time it's not because she's trying to be funny...lol that was great
*~ well after school me, nicole and trisha went to won ton palace and got some food. it was GOOD. john gough was supposed to come, but he never showed up...oh well because i was going to buy him lunch so that he wouldn't do shit to my car. which he's threatening to fuck up my car because of what i did last night...come on it was a FUNNY joke. and he even told people he thought it was funny. he just likes to give me a hard time...oh well he'll get over it :)
*~ me and april went to marshall's in sterling heights. she had to return some shirts. at first they were only gonna give her store credit, but their machines were acting up, so they just gave her cash. it was cool. i only got a sweatshirt that says michigan state on it, but i like it. i had fun. especially on the way up, april fell asleep and her head kept bobbing and then she'd wake up and pretend like nothing happened. it was hilarious...maybe you just had to be there to watch her. after marshall's we went to panera bread and i got a dutch apple and raisin bagel (yeah dani i know you're jealous..lol) and an i.c. mocha (yum again!) it was good.
things that have been going on in my life....sorry to unload my problems but i need to get them out somewhere...this will be the only bitching you'll hear from me today....i promise
*~ so i guess my grandma's been really sick. at first we thought it was the flu, but we found out that she has a liver disease and there's no cure for it. so basically she's not gonna get any better, only worse. it's kinda scary to think about because she's been in my life for soooo long. i dunno, when i saw the list of all her problems, it made me want to break down and cry. it made me realize that i can't take my family for granted and i have to start making sure that i spend more time with my grandparents because i don't know how long i'll have with them
*~ i also found out that my sister will probably have to have more surgeries in the near future. it's scary because i guess theses next ones are a lot more serious than the one she had this summer. but she doesn't understand which is a good thing.
oh man, i think i'm finally starting to get out of my depression rut. i don't really think i was depressed, i've just been stressed to the max! but my lovely friends have been helping me out....especially dani and april and alisa and ashley and katie...in more ways than any of them know....so this is just a thank you to all of my great friends that have been by my side...
Dani--you have been there for me more than you know. you are one of my best friends and i couldn't think of a better best friend than YOU! i can't wait till next year when we're at FERRIS!!--go bulldogs! lol we need to play dance dance revolution ("DDR" according to Christian...lol) SOON!
Alisa--i am so glad that our friendship has turned into one that i will cherish for a long time. you've helped me through so many problems, i just hope that i can do the same for you. you are one talented and amazing girl and i'm lucky to have someone like you there for me.....i love ya!
Ashley--i was looking through my past entries in my lj and i saw the one where i was talking about drama and then my next entry was clearing up that the drama was not about you. and i saw that i wrote this to you..."ashley you are one of the only people that i can say has been there for me unconditionally throughout our four years of high school, maybe even longer. i cherish our friendship so much....you are the best friend a person could have. i know we've had our fair share of fights, most of them stupid, but it's only made us stronger...." no words can describe how i feel about you and our friendship better than what i said in that entry. you are so beautiful inside and out...i know that you have your doubts about yourself, but just know that i will always believe in you.....you are truly one of my best friends. and i only have three and i can't call many people my best friend anymore. the only other thing i need to say is...."omFg"!!!! lol i love ya lots!
that's all that i got for now...
Maryruth
p.s. Mike comes home JANUARY 6th! unfortunately he couldn't get a flight for january 2nd, but he'll be back on the 6th. dani--do you wanna go to the airport that day? he said we could come and meet him when he gets home.