day to day
Well I had a fairly busy day today mom and I went out clothes shopping today, and of course clothes shopping for me is never easy so let me sum it up for you... "does this look good?" "no" "does this look good?" "no" and that is how it went for two hours today I finally said ok are you done now can I pick out what I like? and I got some new clothes for school not much because I really dont like spending her money but she really tries to help god bless her. So anyways I got my christmas shopping done as well, got my sister a seat cover for her new aveo, she bought one already because she thought they came in packs of two lol honest mistake, I almost did the same thing with my car. I am pretty bored at home and even going shopping with mom sounds better than being cooped up here. Well my car is almost done thank god I hate not having my wheels. lol it seems that I never "quit" my job because my supervisor called me today asking if my car was fixed and that he needed people to work the convention in town so I guess I still have a job when I come back. That is a relief because I was really scared that I would have to find new work and that seems to be a pain in the ass this time of year. Well it seems danyell almost made my decision for me... she wants what I want for her to be happy. I am going to try and make it work with brandi but I dont know if she can move in with me yet because of certain people she cant go anywhere and I really cant see her all that much if worse comes to worse it will have to go to court and things will be settled there. I really cant wait for my new life to begin, I am so exited to actually be going out on my own in the world. getting an apartment, paying my own bills, just living life. It is going to be hard I know that much but I will finally have what I have never had... freedom. Freedom to do what I want to do nobody to tell me I cant, to the extent of the law lol. So I am feeling pretty darn good right now... but believe me I am just dreading what is going to happen next. you see things always get complicated in my life no matter how good it seems it almost always has a catch. I always have to give up something in return for happiness, this time I had to give up danyell... But if we are destined to be together than we will be I know that much. For now I welcome my new life with open arms and a clear mind