January 6, 2008
Life is all one big bargain. I'm having a hard time making a commitment to what I want, which is sort of an answer in and of itself. I mean, seriously. I'm choosing to give up having purpose so that I don't make the wrong choice. Security over greatness. It worries me. I want a full, rich life, and I feel like I'm copping out. I finally figured out what I'm doing for my degree, but for the rest of it? No clue.
Additionally, I've been at my parents' for two days and that was a mistake. My dad is whining a lot and my mom keeps putting random objects in my face. She thinks it is funny or something. And my left eye is twitching like crazy.