October 20, 2007

[rustums]

      I'm starting to feel like Luke and I hurtling at this way too fast.  So, we need to back up and back off.  Not saying I'm interested in other people, or that I don't like him.  I'm just realizing how quickly we are moving, and it's a little bit scary.  I don't know how to slow it down.  I feel a bit like I'm on a train, and we are going down hill and picking up speed, but we have no brakes.  We don't know what's around the next bend, but I sure as hell hope it's nothing that could hurt us.  
      I don't think I want to go to work today.  Not that it's really an option, but still.  I need to get up and get showered, and get food.  But that's soooo boring.  And it's a beautiful day.  I just want to play.  :(

Face upturned to the sun, soaking it in.
A slight breeze blowing crisp and cool.
It's a kindness in a world gone cruel,
This beautiful way for a day to begin.

The sand is chilled and slightly wet,
It will cling to me when I leave here.
Waves crash high on the lake, so near,
I'm not comfortable, but I'll stay a while yet.

The cold lake will wash my troubles away,
Bright and warm, the sun will dry me.
The breeze will tell me of things to be,
And the sand will cushion my pursuits today.

Only one thing could make this day more divine:
The feeling of your fingers entwined in mine.