October 19, 2007
I am so tired. Aren't I always? Argh. Oh well. I'm babysitting right now. Sammy didn't even cry when I put him to bed tonight. Which was shocking, since he cried about everything else. He didn't want to take a bath, he didn't want to brush his teeth, he didn't want to pee... Yeesh. He didn't want to go outside, etc. Every little freakin' thing.
I am really in the mood to get dressed up, and then fucked up. I want to really, really drunk. But I refuse to pay for my own liquor, so alas. There will be no drinking tonight.
Started group today. Sometimes I feel stupid, because my problems are insignificant compared to other people's. Then I get over it. I talked about Luke today, and I realized that I am so grateful we haven't had sex. I want to keep it that way for quite some time. I don't foresee him having a problem with that, but nonetheless.
I'm in love with Blue October right now. Especially the song "The Sound of Pulling Heaven Down".
All is quiet right now.