I'm home!
So here I am, back at home... Everything is the same, but with the only difference - I am not the same... My house is going crazy, they are killing me with everyhting they do and say - everybody in this house is fighting with each other all the time. So, I got a very good taste of home already. I wish I didn't.
Now I just want to say something to everybody I love in my new home, my new favorite place to be, the place I wish I was at right now.
Shannon, you are a beautiful person, inside and out. My heart aches in a weird way when I think about you. You made most of my days, I was always happy to go to that Pre-Cal class to see you there. Thank you so much for making me happy! I still have your hair :) so when i feel bad I'll look at it and will think of you. That day when you got mad at me I couldn't stop thinking about it, I was trembling and my soul was hurting... I love you and want you to remember that you are a GOOD FRIEND. I love you so much. I remember you crying at the airport, any other time I would laugh at how you were crying, but that time I could only cry instead. Thank you for becoming my friend, I amvery proud that you were the one who said that I am one of your best friends, and i want to tell you that you are one of mine, too.
Blayre, so many good times we had together, so many crazy moments, too. I hope that you really will come to see me next year. I loved hanging out with you and make fun of Shannon. Remember, how we reserved our own places on Shannon's couch? You made me realiza how important that Shattered Dreams thing was - if it wasn't for it I would have never met you - one of my best friends. I love you. I know that we will not stop keeping in touch, i know that this friendship wasn't just for a year, we will always be friends. And I will totally come and see you in two years in Colorado after you come over next summer. I love you...
Lizzy, so hard to write this... When I got on a plane I started reading that letter from you. I couldn't stop crying. At first I thought that I wouldn't cry at all, because I thought I was very strong - wrong! How I was wrong... I didn't know that you really loved me that much, that was the sweetest letter. I was shocked how you remembered every little detail, I thought I was the only one who did. But I can't say good bye to you, neither to everybody else. Oasis will always be my reminder of you... Sometimes when i feel sad I just look at the necklace and move it around with my fingers. It makes me think that somewhere in the other part of the world there is somebody who I love and who loves me...
Reese, thank you for all the wonderful moments we shared. I am very sad that we didn't hang out more. I was friends with Shannon for quite a while when we all started hanging out together. Basically, I haven't seen you for like three months until that pool night... Then we were doing stuff all together more, but I was supposed to leave so soon. But that strip poker night was great, that Kill Bill night was awesome, too and that Chapelle show thing was nice... NICE ( you say it in a funny way)... I enjoyed spending time with you, you are a very funny and caring person. I miss you, I guess... Tell your sister that she's cool andthink of me sometimes when you look at her...
Ginna, Beautiful redhead. You made me laugh so many times. I am so happy that I made friends with you. This has been a wonderful experience for me and it wouldn't have been the same if it wasn't for you... I am sure that you will be very successful in future, I can see it in you... I want to thank you for being my friend. I love you.
I just want the people who read this to let everybody know that I love them with all my heart. I'm at home, but I am still there in Texas, hanging out with you, guys... Life will never be the same for me. Thank you for a wonderful year full of new experiences and opportunities. I am so sad, I don't want to cry, so I will just say See you later, guys. Love y'all...
Now I just want to say something to everybody I love in my new home, my new favorite place to be, the place I wish I was at right now.
Shannon, you are a beautiful person, inside and out. My heart aches in a weird way when I think about you. You made most of my days, I was always happy to go to that Pre-Cal class to see you there. Thank you so much for making me happy! I still have your hair :) so when i feel bad I'll look at it and will think of you. That day when you got mad at me I couldn't stop thinking about it, I was trembling and my soul was hurting... I love you and want you to remember that you are a GOOD FRIEND. I love you so much. I remember you crying at the airport, any other time I would laugh at how you were crying, but that time I could only cry instead. Thank you for becoming my friend, I amvery proud that you were the one who said that I am one of your best friends, and i want to tell you that you are one of mine, too.
Blayre, so many good times we had together, so many crazy moments, too. I hope that you really will come to see me next year. I loved hanging out with you and make fun of Shannon. Remember, how we reserved our own places on Shannon's couch? You made me realiza how important that Shattered Dreams thing was - if it wasn't for it I would have never met you - one of my best friends. I love you. I know that we will not stop keeping in touch, i know that this friendship wasn't just for a year, we will always be friends. And I will totally come and see you in two years in Colorado after you come over next summer. I love you...
Lizzy, so hard to write this... When I got on a plane I started reading that letter from you. I couldn't stop crying. At first I thought that I wouldn't cry at all, because I thought I was very strong - wrong! How I was wrong... I didn't know that you really loved me that much, that was the sweetest letter. I was shocked how you remembered every little detail, I thought I was the only one who did. But I can't say good bye to you, neither to everybody else. Oasis will always be my reminder of you... Sometimes when i feel sad I just look at the necklace and move it around with my fingers. It makes me think that somewhere in the other part of the world there is somebody who I love and who loves me...
Reese, thank you for all the wonderful moments we shared. I am very sad that we didn't hang out more. I was friends with Shannon for quite a while when we all started hanging out together. Basically, I haven't seen you for like three months until that pool night... Then we were doing stuff all together more, but I was supposed to leave so soon. But that strip poker night was great, that Kill Bill night was awesome, too and that Chapelle show thing was nice... NICE ( you say it in a funny way)... I enjoyed spending time with you, you are a very funny and caring person. I miss you, I guess... Tell your sister that she's cool andthink of me sometimes when you look at her...
Ginna, Beautiful redhead. You made me laugh so many times. I am so happy that I made friends with you. This has been a wonderful experience for me and it wouldn't have been the same if it wasn't for you... I am sure that you will be very successful in future, I can see it in you... I want to thank you for being my friend. I love you.
I just want the people who read this to let everybody know that I love them with all my heart. I'm at home, but I am still there in Texas, hanging out with you, guys... Life will never be the same for me. Thank you for a wonderful year full of new experiences and opportunities. I am so sad, I don't want to cry, so I will just say See you later, guys. Love y'all...