Sep 26, 2006 20:26
Except that I'm so blessed. Even though I fell so far behind because I was sick and lazy, everything is working out. Yay!
I can't wait for Core tomorrow, and meeting with Christine on Friday. Accountability is good for me, it'll be such an awesome chance for me to grow spiritually and as a woman. Whee!
Every week at church I see all of these young married couples walking in hand-in-hand. It's adorable. And so many of them have little babies, and even though it's really scary to think about, I'm ready for that. I want that. SO BAD, yo. Every time I see Shawn and Naomi (friends) and their lovely little daughter, I get all sappy.
Eric wants to be a Daddy. We've discussed it a little, and it's tough because I think we both want to enjoy married life for awhile before getting pregnant, but at the same time we're both ready (and slightly impatient) to become parents.
... I mean, really, I can only spoil my kitten so much.
Oh, I'm so excited to get married! Less than a year, less than a year! Also, Eric is doing his best to scrap together the money to get me a ring - which I feel guilty about, since if I hadn't mentioned a one karat diamond before I probably would already have one... He doesn't work while he's taking classes, so this is going to pinch his wallet quite a bit. I'm thinking I might just pay his rent or something. =) The only problem with that is I also have to start buying wedding supplies, like material to make table runners (Sarah, can I borrow your sewing machine?), and invitation supplies (need to design a final product and start replicating!), and money for my dress (need to lose weight!).
Ack! I so need to drop thirty pounds. That's the only area in my life that's not doing so well, sigh. I can't help it, I love food.
My children will be chubby until they move out. Chubby, but happy. =D
Okay, back to writing papers.