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Hey, guys. It's wet and chilly outside, I did a lot of work today, felt mostly like an idiot...yeah, I'm not in a great mood by any stretch of the imagination. I've been feeling a bit like a non-entity these days. Nobody seems to care much of what I think or say, including me. Why would people be interested in plain, simple me, when there are all these dazzling people around me? In infinintely better moods?! Yeah, it's that kind of a day.
Work was, "hey we signed you up for a bunch of extra work, and all your customers are going to be annoying this morning and ask for things that you can't do, have fun!". My manager's always talking about being prepared for the next day, well, how am I supposed to be prepared for the next day when twelve things happen an hour after I go home? It really rather sucks. And the weather is sapping my energy, and I don't feel like talking to anyone, which doesn't matter much, because no one wants to talk to me. Early bedtime sounds good.
I did have a nice weekend with the family. Saw just about every relative on my mom's side, went to my cousin Matthew's wedding and met his lovely new wife. Played with the cutest little girl ever. EVER. My cousin's daughter Riley, all of three, with blonde hair and blue eyes, is just wonderful. She's so sweet and so bright, just a little rainbow on her own. I'm sad, because we didn't get to say goodbye to her, or my cousin Billy and his amazing wife Thaedra, and it always seems to end that way. I never actually get to say goodbye to them. He's my favorite of the cousins, probably because we're middle children. We have to stick together. Aside from that, he's just a stellar guy, and I adore Thaedra. She offered to bake me bacon cupcakes if I ever visit them in Portland and help tidy up the house. As is well-known about me, I'm very cheap help. And bacon cupcakes...never tried them, but they can't be too bad. How can you go wrong with bacon AND cupcakes?
Man, I feel depressed. I miss everyone, and no one misses me. And despite the fact that I'm sitting in my room at my house, I want to go home.
Work was, "hey we signed you up for a bunch of extra work, and all your customers are going to be annoying this morning and ask for things that you can't do, have fun!". My manager's always talking about being prepared for the next day, well, how am I supposed to be prepared for the next day when twelve things happen an hour after I go home? It really rather sucks. And the weather is sapping my energy, and I don't feel like talking to anyone, which doesn't matter much, because no one wants to talk to me. Early bedtime sounds good.
I did have a nice weekend with the family. Saw just about every relative on my mom's side, went to my cousin Matthew's wedding and met his lovely new wife. Played with the cutest little girl ever. EVER. My cousin's daughter Riley, all of three, with blonde hair and blue eyes, is just wonderful. She's so sweet and so bright, just a little rainbow on her own. I'm sad, because we didn't get to say goodbye to her, or my cousin Billy and his amazing wife Thaedra, and it always seems to end that way. I never actually get to say goodbye to them. He's my favorite of the cousins, probably because we're middle children. We have to stick together. Aside from that, he's just a stellar guy, and I adore Thaedra. She offered to bake me bacon cupcakes if I ever visit them in Portland and help tidy up the house. As is well-known about me, I'm very cheap help. And bacon cupcakes...never tried them, but they can't be too bad. How can you go wrong with bacon AND cupcakes?
Man, I feel depressed. I miss everyone, and no one misses me. And despite the fact that I'm sitting in my room at my house, I want to go home.