May 03, 2010 21:47
You know, it would awesome if work would stop trying to kill me every day. I really do not want to go in tomorrow because if the last two weeks are anything to go by, tomorrow will start off with horrible, ugly surprises that I do not want. Like the two user ids that needed to be set up today, that were sent in last Tuesday. Ugh. No more. I don't want to go into work and discover that five people are out, and barely scrape through my patterns to get through the day...it makes me so frustrated! Especially since last week the chairman of my department told me she had no intention of hiring any more people in our group, and really didn't know why we had all the people we had anyway. Oh, I don't know, maybe because there are so few of us, that if someone goes on vacation, someone gets sick, and someone goes to training, we're already in the weeds?! How about you throw in a useless two hour staff meeting while you're at it!
God, that makes me mad. I was feeling so bad on Friday, I actually wanted to get drunk, which surprised Hat Ben, if not everyone else. Thankfully Jill and Kelly were there too, and in prime form. People watching is never so much fun except with book club members.
But hopefully it'll get better. Granted I have a crapload of reading to do before Saturday, I need to send another bloody JA reminder tomorrow (I swear this ends in a month), and I really, really don't want to go to work tomorrow because it will be awful, but I will try to see the silver lining. I think I'll get my hair cut next week, that always makes me feel better. And use some of my PTO for absolutely nothing. Or use all of my PTO for absolutely nothing, that's always good.
*sigh*...too stressed to eat again. Can I get out of work for that?
eating,
frustration,
panic,
pain,
swing dancing,
work,
swearing,
book club