well its been quite a while... but tonight im happy

This is not the scene I dreamed of. Like much else nowadays I leave it feeling stupid, like a man who lost his way long ago but presses on along a road that may lead nowhere.

(Coetzee - Waiting for the Barbarians)

Just finished my first summer book. I feel so oblivious to time.

packing is so exhausting.

I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind ( Read more... )

urg. i feel so useless.

16 pages biatches!

3,500 dead in indonesia.

a beautiful night.

my computer is so stupid

kicked some ass tonight... 4.5 pages plus research in 6 hours. and now just the big one left...