I never UPDATE
well mainly cause i didnt remember my password and then grew lazy with it and used my xanga instead lol... i really am dumb sometimes... i wonder if its the blondeness from when i was a baby??.. hmm anyone for a long term psych experiment, babies born blonde and then have other hair color and how smart they are later in life and if they make "blonde" mistakes sometimes? wow that sounds really like a terrible psych experiment. my brain really needs to stop thinking sometimes.
i am bored at work cause mainly i do not want to do anything related to work and when i work, i basically get through the work i need to do quickly. i did so much prior to elbow surgery that i am on a holding pattern with my cases..
looking back, wow, ive been here for 1.5 years. and its also a year ago that i posted that thing about what my ex did. holy shit, was that really a year ago? wow, time flies, shit changes and sometimes for the better, others for the worse. its been like 6 months since i last updated and thats no shock, i really dont feel like updating most of the time.
i had elbow surgery last tuesday to repair nerve damage in the arm, and it went very well, and i got the cast and stitches out yesterday (pics of scar on FB). i still have 6-8 weeks of recovery time, apparently, he placed the nerve inside a muscle and then sewed up the muscle.. yay? i dont yet have full range of motion yet, but i will get there.
i am looking forward to going out tonite. i guess you can call it a date, but, we are starting out as friend because really, you cant have high expectations going into a first meeting after emailing online... can you? i mean i have tried that before and its 1) not my style of life, and 2) its never worked out the right way, so i am gonna go back to the style i am comfy with, friends and see where it goes. she seems really cool, etc. funny thing, one of the questions she asked me was what my friends would say about me. i responded, but now i look back and go, i really wonder what my friends would say... so i guess ill ask the question: what would you say about me if asked. odd question i know, and for the most part i know peoples responses cause they have told me before.
other things... the house is going to be going under rennovations, re-doing kitchen, floors in the house, re-painting etc. im starting to plan my next step in life- advanced degree(s) really scary thought process. i want to go back to school/ have been accepted to go before i am 26, so i have under 2 years to do this. not a terrible goal, right? omg did i just say 26?? holy shit. i am fucking old!! hahahaha. my grandfather is now 100 years old and still doing well, i see him most fridays, when i am not out with friends and such.
overall life is decent, i mean ive got a job, friends, a place to stay (no apartment to live in, but that is good, i wouldnt be there anyway cause i cant lift anything with my right arm for the moment, so...) i guess the only thing missing in my life is a gf, and that will come with time, but if that is the only thing missing at the moment, then i am doing pretty damn well :)
i am bored at work cause mainly i do not want to do anything related to work and when i work, i basically get through the work i need to do quickly. i did so much prior to elbow surgery that i am on a holding pattern with my cases..
looking back, wow, ive been here for 1.5 years. and its also a year ago that i posted that thing about what my ex did. holy shit, was that really a year ago? wow, time flies, shit changes and sometimes for the better, others for the worse. its been like 6 months since i last updated and thats no shock, i really dont feel like updating most of the time.
i had elbow surgery last tuesday to repair nerve damage in the arm, and it went very well, and i got the cast and stitches out yesterday (pics of scar on FB). i still have 6-8 weeks of recovery time, apparently, he placed the nerve inside a muscle and then sewed up the muscle.. yay? i dont yet have full range of motion yet, but i will get there.
i am looking forward to going out tonite. i guess you can call it a date, but, we are starting out as friend because really, you cant have high expectations going into a first meeting after emailing online... can you? i mean i have tried that before and its 1) not my style of life, and 2) its never worked out the right way, so i am gonna go back to the style i am comfy with, friends and see where it goes. she seems really cool, etc. funny thing, one of the questions she asked me was what my friends would say about me. i responded, but now i look back and go, i really wonder what my friends would say... so i guess ill ask the question: what would you say about me if asked. odd question i know, and for the most part i know peoples responses cause they have told me before.
other things... the house is going to be going under rennovations, re-doing kitchen, floors in the house, re-painting etc. im starting to plan my next step in life- advanced degree(s) really scary thought process. i want to go back to school/ have been accepted to go before i am 26, so i have under 2 years to do this. not a terrible goal, right? omg did i just say 26?? holy shit. i am fucking old!! hahahaha. my grandfather is now 100 years old and still doing well, i see him most fridays, when i am not out with friends and such.
overall life is decent, i mean ive got a job, friends, a place to stay (no apartment to live in, but that is good, i wouldnt be there anyway cause i cant lift anything with my right arm for the moment, so...) i guess the only thing missing in my life is a gf, and that will come with time, but if that is the only thing missing at the moment, then i am doing pretty damn well :)