dont care

[runningsurfer]

all i wanted was to get u out of my head;
all i ever wanted was to let go;
u never gave me that option;
u stayed with me where-ever i went;
you controlled my actions, my thoughts, my wishes;
you always got under my skin;
you knew u would never leave me;
you knew how keep me messed up;
u knew exactly when to stab me;
u knew i couldnt let go;
u knew when i had almost let go,
and used that to come back into my life;
how to keep me from getting anywhere;
and now i cant follow what i want to do;