Low motivation = LJ update

Oct 13, 2008 20:02

This weekend (I had Columbus Day off, btw) I journeyed 9 total hours across PA/OH to see Robert and that car ride was worth every minute.  We didn't do too much besides hang out and watch some movies, but after frying my brain last week I didn't really want to do anything but relax.  However, I did manage to lower my disc golf score to a whopping +23, woohoo!  I am slowly getting better each time, although I'm still pretty terrible.  Robert made me a watercolored monkey which is now hanging above my bed due to clutter around my desk.  It's cute.  :)  He also surprised me with starburst jellybeans- however, he managed to eat about 3/4 of the bag when I wasn't looking, but at least he snuck the remainder into my duffel bag (sans red ones) when I wasn't looking.  Those are almost gone now too, yum, sugar.  OH and my banana-cream cheesecake was a smashing success!!  We each 3 helpings of it the first night and kept going back for more many times that weekend.  Yay for not being a total failure at baking/cooking.  But I'm already back to my normal level of missing him and alas, 3 more weeks must pass before I visit again.  :(  Stupid school.

My focus to read these 3 papers (thank you, Foundations, for throwing 2 papers at us on Friday with a "by the way, come up with 2 questions for these by Tuesday" that I must complete this evening) is at a total low.  I'm already at a point where I don't care that much... that's probably bad.  Maybe it's because after I visit Robert it's like a return to reality- papers and evil professors and hands-off labs and no boyfriend (well, right here anyway.  you know what I mean.).  Not my idea of fun times.

Gah, I'm such a roller coaster.

papers, robert, onu, grad school

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