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today i wonder what to write about. once it was easy for me to comment about my life and the goings on reflected through the inner workings of emotions, dynamics and environments. now, however, so many more things are happening on a daily basis one must become their own culler. Unless that is you twitter about everything and therefore you forget to question meaning in your life.
in less than 18hrs i will once again be embraced by the twin peaks of maui. the most important of my near future expectations. the past recent weeks or month and a half have been those of high stress and fatigue. they have also been those of making a stand to have things written down and learning many valuable lessons within the real estate world. i have lost touch and sense of self. secluded from the outside world kept aloft in camelot where things were less than fantasy. dark and earthen, desperate and in disrepair the surrounds were far from utopian.
now, the sense of family and community again stirs and releases familiar associations once held and experienced in a different location. i am again looking forward to revisiting and also of starting new netoworks. the things i have put on the shelf are about to come down and be put to a far greater use than they could've before.
cycles. ever moving, every changing, ever ever flowing. go do be
in less than 18hrs i will once again be embraced by the twin peaks of maui. the most important of my near future expectations. the past recent weeks or month and a half have been those of high stress and fatigue. they have also been those of making a stand to have things written down and learning many valuable lessons within the real estate world. i have lost touch and sense of self. secluded from the outside world kept aloft in camelot where things were less than fantasy. dark and earthen, desperate and in disrepair the surrounds were far from utopian.
now, the sense of family and community again stirs and releases familiar associations once held and experienced in a different location. i am again looking forward to revisiting and also of starting new netoworks. the things i have put on the shelf are about to come down and be put to a far greater use than they could've before.
cycles. ever moving, every changing, ever ever flowing. go do be