god help me, she's just right all the time

[running_forhome]

I am actually not just posting this because I'm moody about not finding any Indian food tonight. I mean ... that sucked, but let's face it, it's no reason to get all ... artsy-leg-huggingly-pensive... I'm fine. I need to sleep.

I love the time and in between
the calm inside me
in the space where I can breathe
I believe there is a
distance I have wandered
to touch upon the years of
reaching out and reaching in
holding out holding in

I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I'll defend it as long as I can be
left here to linger in silence
if I choose to
would you try to understand

I know this love is passing time
passing through like liquid
I am drunk in my desire...
but I love the way you smile at me
I love the way your hands reach out and hold me near...
I believe...

I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I'll defend it as long as
I can be left here to linger in silence
if I choose to
would you try to understand