decisions
I had a job interview today...not to leave my house or my kids but to have a completely different role in their lives. I interviewed to be the medical case manager. (taking kids to appointments, making sure kids have meds and consent to get meds, health group stuff like that) It's not my dream job but it'd be 9-5ish (I'd have a lot of control in my schedule) Mon-Fri...I think it's time for me to grow up a bit. Even though it's just moving times and job descriptions I feel like I'm leaving my kids. I told my boss lady about it and she told me she couldn't process it...I feel like even though it was my choice I can't process it either. And it was very sudden. I expressed interest yesterday interviewed today and have a second interview on Friday. I don't want to sound cocky but they're desperate the nurse lady I interviewed with likes me. She used verb terms that implied it was only a matter of time until I had this job. no woulds but whens.
Last Thursday I also kinda almost got offered another promotion in residential life (senior supervisor from supervisor) it would mean doing supervision with staff members, having some day hours, doing family work and stuff like that. I had actually decided to take that and give it another couple years before I went back to anything clinical (if I make it back) I really meant to take that. I really really really had no intention of leaving. Until yesterday which was a really stressful and crappy day.
I guess I'm just worried I'm making a major life decision based on one bad day.....gar I had making up my mind. Anyone have a coin I could flip? Or better yet, anyone wanna choose for me?!?! Everyone keeps telling me to do what will make me happy but I honestly am not sure which job would make me happier.
Last Thursday I also kinda almost got offered another promotion in residential life (senior supervisor from supervisor) it would mean doing supervision with staff members, having some day hours, doing family work and stuff like that. I had actually decided to take that and give it another couple years before I went back to anything clinical (if I make it back) I really meant to take that. I really really really had no intention of leaving. Until yesterday which was a really stressful and crappy day.
I guess I'm just worried I'm making a major life decision based on one bad day.....gar I had making up my mind. Anyone have a coin I could flip? Or better yet, anyone wanna choose for me?!?! Everyone keeps telling me to do what will make me happy but I honestly am not sure which job would make me happier.