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So yeah i got the internet all managed in here. So I'm back.
Yet again i dont know where I am at and what I want.
I miss coco... a lot. But me and coco are the strangest pair of strangers to ever meet and become desperate for eachother... i just want to see him and be with him again so badly... and its reassuring that when he calls me, I feel like he does to be with me as well. I don't know where things are going... because there are other strong desires that I've been having and wanting to act on so bady but absolutly know that I cannot.
I miss... everyone from school. Everyone. I wish i lived closer to noho...PVPA central so I could socailize more with my favorite people... being stuck in westfield sucks... I don't even feel like i belong here.
I need to learn how to drive to the new school.
camp is almost over.... it went by sooo fast its crazy.. but im sort of glad its ending...
Staff banquet... was... an adventure.
bahhh.
next week is leaders school.... ahhh. then i dont go back to school til the 9th of september. My 18th birthday falls on a wednesday this year. That's boring.
I have things that i need to dispose of or consume asap. so it can be out of my car asap. soo if any one wants to provide a location for... monday... i'll provide the lovin.
ohh yeah.
Yet again i dont know where I am at and what I want.
I miss coco... a lot. But me and coco are the strangest pair of strangers to ever meet and become desperate for eachother... i just want to see him and be with him again so badly... and its reassuring that when he calls me, I feel like he does to be with me as well. I don't know where things are going... because there are other strong desires that I've been having and wanting to act on so bady but absolutly know that I cannot.
I miss... everyone from school. Everyone. I wish i lived closer to noho...PVPA central so I could socailize more with my favorite people... being stuck in westfield sucks... I don't even feel like i belong here.
I need to learn how to drive to the new school.
camp is almost over.... it went by sooo fast its crazy.. but im sort of glad its ending...
Staff banquet... was... an adventure.
bahhh.
next week is leaders school.... ahhh. then i dont go back to school til the 9th of september. My 18th birthday falls on a wednesday this year. That's boring.
I have things that i need to dispose of or consume asap. so it can be out of my car asap. soo if any one wants to provide a location for... monday... i'll provide the lovin.
ohh yeah.