here in californ-i-a
woke up this morning feeling sick and exhausted. i rode with deborah and shauna to pj's doctor appt. right now, btw, he is throwing a gigantic fit and i don't really know what to do. he's autistic and i'm a little clueless. but the nanny here for the kids is awesome. she is so good with them. its crazy. i have a lot on my mind right now. i'm spinning- it's insane. my head hurts. ugh. i love u guys and miss you and i feel like i'm on vacation... surreal is the word right now. i need a hug.
<3
<3